i’m thinking about feral au stuff again and li ke just wee is so angsty oh my god like in normal verse she’s already kinda low key moody and self loathing but just in feral au she’s 10x more so what a piece of trash wow
like she’s super obsessive about not eating other monsters under any circumstances and I just realized that’s kinda because it’s the only thing that separates her from the completely feral people
She will sink to some pretty incredible lows she will kill other people with some regret but she will kill. She’ll literally have moments where she blacks out and DOES go feral for a while but it’s just that one moral that separates her from those who have completely lost themselves. She’s depending completely on ONE MORAL to keep herself sane.
She’s literally so terrified of losing herself that she will abstain from eating even a little bit of other monsters in a time of famine because that’s the only thing that makes her different.
She’s so paranoid of losing herself that little by little she really IS losing herself and she’s so unstable wo w I fuckin love angsty distopian aus 8)))
