A Broken Soul
"When defeating me, I will feel no pain. And the joy within me will still remain."
Drabble on the reason why Zig can be frequently seen burying his belongings.
Characters: Zig [Kraft] (Last Ranker), Keiji Maeda (Sengoku Basara)
Word Count: 1244
There. Everything that could possibly hold him back, buried. The unlucky donor of yard space to dump such clichĆ© keepsakes wouldnāt applaud the several holes dug into their yard, and certainly not the face that thought it was the best idea to come here and unload their belongings without asking. Unless they had children, since thatād give them something to do: dig up all the ātreasuresā buried throughout the ground and do whatever they want with them. Thatād be the hopeful circumstance, but the odds were slim.
As he finished, the young male wiped his drenched face using his charcoal black coat (he probably brought the heat on himself wearing that), satisfied to not have such junk cluttering his pockets. Just looking at the things made him nostalgic and a bitā¦teary eyed. Fighters in the Last Ranker tournament wouldnāt last a day staring into the needless past and not the endless future. As Last Ranker, you were to be granted fame and fortune, two things humans lusted for. He actually didnāt care for the prize, mostly knowing he could wear the title of strongest acted as a motivator.
And thus, to keep the streak strong, getting rid of your weakness was key. His horrible weakness tied to the past, which led to the desire of becoming Last Ranker. The boyās good friend, Faz, also entered the tournament, so he couldnāt completely forget what he left behind, but most of it had the ability to be buried and forgotten. Someone would enjoy the stuff, make good use of it, and everyone ended up happy. That or an animal dug it up and chewed on the more metallic objects and hurt itself. Not his fault if they mistook a knife for a chew toy.
āWhatācha doing, Mago?ā A semi-familiar vagabond snuck up behind him, calling out of curiosity.Ā
Mago, actually called Zig in this form, froze as though he got spotted burying a dead body. There was certainly āevidenceā possibly pinning him to such a crime: he brought a sword, a shovel, and gloves with him after all. The last two items were harmless, but a hunk of deadly metal? Who would need that when burying inanimate objects? Still, Keiji hardly ever suspected the worst out of him, so he relaxed and patted the dirt of his newest hole.
āBurying things.ā Zig stated plainly, āI donāt need this anymore, so I got rid of it.ā
Keiji didnāt respond with words; he gave a slight nod of the head to show he was listening. His eyes focused on the most recent hole, bending down to admire Zigās handiwork. The hole had to be shallow by the feel of it, but that didnāt stop his strange husband from throwing the most amount of dirt on top of his buried item and secure the thing until he dug it upā¦IF he dug it up.
āWhat are you burying?ā Keiji somewhat pre-regretted asking, seeing that pained expression of obviously not wanting to share on Zigās face.
āā¦Just an old keepsake. It was collecting lint in my pocket.ā His answer actually remained truthful and avoided the actual name without tipping to a lie, āAn old friend gave it to me when we were kids. Itās hard enough seeing his face in the tournament, so I took my precautions.ā
Keiji stared at the underground keepsake, possibilities of what it could be running through his head. A tiny part of him urged he dig it up and see what could be so horrible that Zig had to bury it, though the other was concerned digging up Zigās possessions would upset him and the ranker already had problems to begin with. He simply shook his head and decided to leave Zigās things alone ā for his husbandās sake.
āIf you want to see it, I wonāt stop you.ā Zig piped up, handing Keiji his shovel, āTheyāre not mine anymore, so anyone who digs up these holes can keep the items.ā
Keiji mounted the shovel into the dirt, contemplating should he go through with digging up Zigās former belongings and learn more about him. He already barely spoke a full sentence during a conversation, and even less if heās prompted to start one. Just confronting him couldnāt bring back acceptable results, and his old keepsakes could shed some light on his past. Butā¦was it right to be so nosy and disregard Zigās feelings?
āā¦I donāt need to see it.ā The vagabond told both himself and Zig, āYou already said what it is, so Iāll leave it be.ā
Keijiās response lifted his spirits, a faint smile gracing those pained features. If he could resist sparing a glance at his past, so could Zig. It might start a thousand needles stabbing his heart, but time would pluck them out one by one. And soon, his wish of just becoming Last Ranker Zig instead of Long-Suffering Zig Kraft would be in armās reach. All left to do is defeat the current Last Ranker and steal his title. Although half the battle was finding this mystery being.
āKeiji? Youā¦donāt have to stay out here. Iāll be fine. Just have a few holes to check.ā Zig shooed him to leave.
Keiji, somewhat regrettably, left Zig as he commanded. Testing his patience could be deadly, carrying that sword of his and the troubled aura. Everything began by trusting your partner, and heād trust Zig now. Strange form or not, he was the womanizing, secretive, lazy man he came to love. Zigās bitter personality wouldnāt hinder this as long as he had a say.
As Keiji left his eyesight, Zig broke to a panic and rushed to a hole much farther from the home than the others. A large oak tree hid the hole from plain sight at a ānormalā view. You couldnāt see the hole unless you were the tree directly at its back. Impulse drove him to take precautionary measures hidingā¦it. Dare he speak the name of it, surely heād want it back.
Of all the things Zig gave up, one thing stuck to his mind.
Without subconsciously knowing what he was doing, Zig dug out the hole before he ever felt himself touch the shovel. Covered in dirt was a small teddy bear custom made for a newborn child. The bearās fur, made of soft fleece, endured a war from the looks of it, bits dyed dirt brown and red aside from its original dark cream.Ā Two black marbles mimicked eyes, and it forever wore a sadly memorable smiling face.Ā
Zigās mother, who he hadnāt seen since he was one years old, gave it to him on his first birthday. A week later, this teddy bear served as his last memory and item from his mother. Zigās father constantly fixed the teddy bear, since animals found it to be a tasty snack, much against Zigās love for the bear. As a result, it could also be as a reminder of his departed father. Just thinking about his father summoned a rainstorm, and carrying a reminder of him seemed childish.
Childishā¦he must be a child then, grabbing the testament of his forgotten childhood and squeezing the life out of it. What common sense not suppressed by the nostalgia screamed for him to rebury the thing and forget about it. Butā¦he couldnāt. Knowing someone could take the teddy bear and harm itā¦nothing measured as worse. Not even his own death.
āMomā¦Dadā¦ā Zig whispered, raining droplets on the teddy bear hugging his face.












