#monday mark

Monday Mark my beloved

P and I find our passion in documenting the things we do everyday.

Blogging has always been kind of an escape for me, from Diary of an Icon, to my YouTube I’ve always had an interest in blogging as a creative outlet to cope with the stresses of life. From my battles with mental health, to my current battles with my physical health, life has been pretty rough these last 24 some-odd years.

Thats why I need this to work.

Jesus Christ please work.

I’m tired of feeling this way. 106 am, 12 hrs of driving and I just hit the 100$ mark. Everyone keeps calling to check on me but I just say I’m fine, I can’t be the only unemployed person experiencing the pandemic with a preexisting condition. But what lesson is this pandemic supposed to teach me? What are we supposed to learn from this? It takes an evil man to have knowledge of this forthcoming problem, and not alert the public. I don’t even know if blogging is cool anymore. How will I make money? I just want to be an entrepreneur. I have notebooks filled with ideas and scared to act on any of them because I’m scared of what people may think of me; afraid to be vulnerable.

I know this post took a left turn, as a man who has lost 3 jobs since the pandemic started; this country is full of dishonest crooks, and morally bankrupt corporations. They have robbed us of our trust, faith, and hope. And if I see 1 more got d4mn picture of the president and the VP walking, or posted up in an office Imma rob the treasury myself. You are not our white saviors. Get the (censored) job done.

Soon there will be a reckoning, and very soon. And I pray to God they aren’t ready for it. I pray those corporate slugs are not prepared for what’s coming to them. Just look at what’s happening on Wall Street w/ Wall Street Bets. The little man is on the rise; and there will be plenty for the taking.

The Good Cook is here to save you. From one Zennial to another.

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Richmond, Virginia. So full of history, and fun activities to do. Including this fun little record store Sierra and I came across. The store sold novelties, and t-shirts along with classic records from, hip-hop, soul and rock & roll.

For one thing, there were a lot of pockets to take cool pictures in . Carytown had a lot to offer in scenery, for its many murals; and monochromatic brick backgrounds. Definitely a reoccurring visit for me, and my girl. Hot spot for taking picture, so you better grab you a wall. Most people are respectful and will avoid interrupting your “photoshoot.” Just as long you’re not in the way of pedestrian traffic.

2/12/18

Recently, I've been having a lot of difficulty maintaining a consistant schedule, finding motivation, and an emotional balance. And I find it logical to continue to go off course when direct prosperity tends to be a no-sho. This frustrates me. It makes me feel out of control, and I seem to be at a wits end. Lately, I’ve been learning how to remain consistant, and how to not be easily influenced by whatever I see. I’ve also been also attracting myself to people who seem to remain consistant. From taking in content from The Joe Budden Podcast, to the insatiable antics of Fatboy SSE, I’ve just been learning how to be more consistant.   

However, I have a lot of trouble where I see something I like, want, envy/idolize, and my plans have to then change immediately because if my peers are prospering, and I’m not, that means that I’m automatically doing something wrong.

Compromise. Something we all have to do, and no one wants to do. It's hard to find that perfect fit. Whether it's in relationships, professional or personal, or simply just in life, we must find a compromise. Compromises level the playing field, they divi up the power. Now, because everyone wants power it's very hard to compromise. However, in a world where we must compromise it can get really tricky because both sides may seem like they're taking a bigger hit than the other. It seems like you must come with a bunch of bs just so you can sacrifice with giving up very little. 

Thats why in business and in life we must learn to compromise and find middle ground because in the end you'll have nothing if you don't. Compromise, and once you realize that you can't have everything all at once it'll get a lot easier. And compromise does not mean to stop chasing for what you want; just because you can't have it now doesn't mean that you won't get it later. Continue to strive, obtain, and create better relationships along the way. Continue to create and upgrade the new you . 

Ik ben haar naam vergeten, maar haar bloes was zo diep uitgesneden dat ik geneigd was om haar een doosje veiligheidsspelden te geven. Hij is drieëntachtig en ik schat haar begin dertig. Niemand die hen ooit als koppel had herkend.

Ik lijk ‘s ochtends juist meer op een soort van paspop. Op een afstand lijkt het allemaal helemaal te kloppen, maar eenmaal dichterbij gekomen is de emotie vervangen door een stalen gezicht dat nergens van onder de indruk lijkt te zijn. Ik ben dan ook een avondmens. En ik drink geen koffie. Dat helpt volgens velen ook niet mee in het ontwakingsproces. Als dé oorlog in de ochtend zou uitbreken, zou het geweld me waarschijnlijk de eerste uren grotendeels ontgaan. Het hele land wordt door een vreemde mogendheid onder de voet gelopen en ik schenk ondertussen rustig een glaasje melk in. Ik hoop dat het nooit zo ver zal komen, maar mochten we ooit op dat punt aanbelanden, bel dan alsjeblieft even bij mij aan als je onderweg bent naar oorden vol veiligheid en vrede.

Mocht u ons nog vragen willen stellen dan kan dat dagelijks tussen 14-15 in de middag; dan zij wij namelijk op ons productiefst. Bezoek is ook mogelijk, wij wonen in Mark zijn hoofd, zesde deur rechts op de derde etage naast de oren en links van de bovenkaak. Bij de draaideur hangt een plattegrond met gekleurde pijlen. Bellen is gewenst of stuur een e-mail van te voren, want het is daarbinnen een drukte van belang en af en toe loopt het wel eens uit de hand en rekenen wij niet meer op bezoek of sociaal contact.