like kissing himself; or, how ilya rozanov ends up getting face-fucked by his best buddyâs monster cock (590 words)
cliffâs sister gets engaged to a woman. some of the raiders are shitty about it, so ilya figures itâs a good time to tell cliff heâs bisexual.
and cliff is like â bro. sometimes I think I might be into guys too? but the thing is, guys never come onto him and girls always do, so he just figures that, like, the marketâs decided for him. he must not be hot to men. he shouldn't pursue it.
ilya feels bad. they never talk about serious shit, but he doesnât want his friend to shut down this part of himself. so he says that cliff is hot, actually. plenty of men would like cliff!
cliffâs eyes go wide and wet, like heâs so fucking touched, man, like nobodyâs said anything that nice to him since dunkin' named him their dunk hunk of the year three years ago.
and shit, ilya has never been good at resisting puppydog eyes and theyâre both a little buzzed, so when cliff asks if maybe they can kiss so he can just seeâ
ilya canât say no. even though cliff is so not his type.
itâs weird at first. cliff is a big guyâhe has like four inches on ilyaâand ilya doesnât know what to do with that. cliff does not fold neatly into his arms. he does not just take what ilya gives him.
no, cliff kisses ilya like cliff kisses girls. puck bunnies. and ilya knows that once cliff gets enthusiastic consent from a puck bunny, he goes beast mode.
cliffâs big hands come up to grip ilyaâs face and suddenly he feelsâsmall? held? and then devoured. at cliffâs mercy.
his hookup hollanderâs kisses sometimes feel like a question. is this okay does this feel good do you want this can i can i. cliffâs kisses feel like a demand, a taunt, less breathless and more controlled. yeah, take it, suck on my tongue just like you know you wanna suck my big fat cock, you like that donât you, yeah you do, you like it, fuck, take it, take it.
maybe ilyaâŚdoes want to take it? cliffâs stubble is rough and his grip is unyielding and heâs making these growls ilya feels in his chest. itâs almost likeâlike being kissed by himself.
and damn if that thought doesnât make him hard.
ilya throws himself into the kiss. he sucks cliff's lower lip between his teeth and bites downâcliff bites harder. he tugs at cliff's hairâcliff tugs harder. he grabs cliff by the shoulders and shoves him down toward the mattressâcliff shoves back.
and that is how ilya rozanov ends up pinned to a hotel bed, getting face-fucked by his best buddyâs monster cock.
cliff says you wanna taste me like my bunnies do, roz, you gonna be a good bunny for me and swallow my load, and cliff doesnât know that ilya's not normally like this, not normally into this submissive bunny thing, but itâs kind of freeing, and his cock is leaking, so he tries to speak but the words come out garbled around cliffâs length.
cliff pulls out. speak, he says, tapping his cock on ilyaâs lips.
gospodi, to think heâd felt bad for the guy minutes ago.
yes, ilya says. come for me, marly, I will be good bunny, just come for me.
after, when theyâre staring the ceiling and panting, cliff slaps him on the chest. thanks, brother, he says, casual as anything. good to know. if youâre getting up, toss me a beer out of the mini fridge, yeah? fuckinâ thirsty after all that.
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haasollanov ficlet: let me show you how to do this
Ilya has been inside Luca Haas for all of a minute when the kid starts crying on his cock.Â
After-dinner drinks had escalated more quickly than Shane anticipated. Heâd no sooner brushed a hand across Lucaâs thigh and suggested that perhaps he could mold him into the next Shane Hollanderânot just on the ice, but in the bedroomâwhen Luca surged forward and kissed him. Please, Shane, please teach me, Luca had panted into his open mouth, high and needy, like the poor puck bunnies that used to throw themselves at him in the before.
If you want me to teach you, Shane had said, youâll need to call me Mr. Hollander.Â
Luca had obliged. Ilya looked like he was going to come on the spot. They hadnât made it to the bedroom.Â
Now Luca is on all fours on their living room rug and Ilya is pounding into him hard enough that his sculpted arms look like theyâll give out beneath him. Heâs gone from whimpering to keening to straight-up sobbing faster than he can say fuck me, Captainâwhich he has been, loudly and repeatedly.
Itâs a little bit like listening to a recording of himself when he was younger, and itâs got Shane leaking in his jeans, but Luca doesnât need to know that right now.
âI thought you wanted to be like me, Haas.â Shane kneels and tangles his fingers in Lucaâs cornsilk hair. When he doesnât respond, apparently too drunk on Ilyaâs cock to care (and Shane gets it, he really does), Shane tugs sharply until their eyes meet and their lips are centimeters apart.
âI do,â Luca gasps. His cheeksâstill so round with baby fat in a way that makes him look unbearably vulnerableâare dripping with tears Shane wants to chase with his tongue. âI do, Mr. Hollander, please.âÂ
Fuck, Ilya mouths.
âYou think I cry like a little bitch when my husband fucks me?â
Ilya raises an eyebrow at him, which Shane chooses to ignore.
Luca shakes his head just as Ilyaâs hips snap forward in another punishing thrust, filling the room with the filthy slap of skin on skin.Â
âN-no, Mr. Hollander.â
The kidâs body lurches forward and his face collides with Shaneâs chest, leaving an unfortunate smear of sweat on his t-shirt. He peels it off with careful fingers and tosses it aside.
âOh, fuck,â Luca moans. âLook at you.â
âReally, Haas,â Shane says, tutting even as his chest swells. Itâs not like Luca hasnât seen him in the locker room, but now the kidâs eyes are saucers, the way his own mustâve been the first time heâd seen Ilyaâs pecs. He drags a thumb through the tear track on Lucaâs cheek before sucking it into his mouth. It only makes Luca keen harder.  âListen to yourself. You sound pathetic. Youâll never be like me at this rate.â
Despite being balls deep in his rookieâs ass, Ilya manages to huff out a laugh that he tries to cover with a groan. Just for that, Shane vows to get cum in his eyes later tonight.Â
âPlease teach me.â Lucaâs voice cracks. âPlease, Iâll do anything.â
âOh, I know you will,â Shane says. He realizes as he says it that the situation is beyond inappropriate, but his husband looks blissed the fuck out and his own cock is dripping steadily and he canât bring himself to care right now. âThatâs the problem, isnât it? So fucking desperate for it. No self-respect. Little slut.â He pets Lucaâs hair just like he does Anyaâs fur; there is something hopelessly puppyish about the boy. âIf you want to improve, you have to admit where youâre falling short, yeah?â
âYes, Mr. Hollander.â Luca can barely get the words out. Ilyaâs every thrust seems to knock the air from his lungs; his mouth drops open on a long whine as Ilya fucks him mercilessly. âIâm aâIâm a little bitch. Iâm pathetic and desperate andâoh, God.â Luca chokes on a moan. âIâm a slut. Your slut. Captainâs slut.â
Well, fuck. Itâs a little like looking in a mirror, isnât it?
âThatâs right, Haas. Good boy.â Shane glances up at Ilya. His husbandâs eyes are molten, his lower lip caught between his teeth like heâs trying to hold back a moan. âBut youâre lucky. You know why?â
âUh-uh,â Luca says, breathless.
âI said Iâd be your teacher, and I meant it.â Shane cups Lucaâs face, fingers digging into the fat of his cheeks. He pinches them together just hard enough to make the kid wince. âIâm going to let my husband fuck you until you learn to take his cock properly.âÂ
Luca moans. Good. Shane is being awfully generous.
âYouâll never be as good as me, of course,â Shane says lightly, and Luca looks up at him, eyes wide and wet. His lower lip trembles. Itâs pathetic in a way that makes Shaneâs cock throb in his jeans. âBut Iâll get you so close, Haas. Almost as good as me.âÂ
Shane kisses him, plunging his tongue between Lucaâs lips and savoring the whimper that escapes, and then Ilya does moan, long and low in a way that sends heat knifing through Shaneâs belly. His relentless thrusts keep knocking their teeth together until Shane finally pulls away.
Luca gapes at him like heâs a god, and to Luca, Shane supposes, he is. He really should discourage that sort of thingâitâs not good for the team to have a hierarchyâbut his dick likes it too much.Â
âYou should thank Mr. Hollander, Haasy,â Ilya says through clenched teeth as he switches to a slow, dirty grind. âYou are lucky to have such good teacher.â
âThank you.â Lucaâs response is immediate. Shane isnât going to tell him so, but the way the kid takes orders from Ilya is, of course, all too familiar. âFuck, thank you, Mr. Hollanderâoh my God. Right there, yes, donât stop.â Â
It all crystallizes for him, then. Ilya taught him everything he knows. It had been unbearably sexy, and Shane wouldnât have changed a thing. But apparently some part of him has been waiting for his turn. To teach. To correct. To watch someone absorb his every word like itâs gospel.
âYou really want to thank me, Haas?â Shane asks.Â
Luca nods frantically. âUh-huh.â
âThen letâs find a better use for that mouth,â Shane says, and pulls out his cock. âLet me show you how to do this.âÂ
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Later, when Luca has collapsed onto his stomach and come is dripping from his ass and off his nose, Ilya breaks the silence.Â
âIs okay, Haasy. Shane cries like little bitch when I fuck him, too.â Â
âTake it back, Rozanov!â Shane lunges for him and they topple onto the couch.
From somewhere on the floor comes a small, exhausted voice.
âOh, no.â
Shane freezes mid-tickle.
âThis is so terrible,â Luca murmurs. âMy dads are fighting.â
cliff marlow getting a hat trick and choosing shane for the winnerâs room during that six-month period when ilya ghosted himÂ
and ilya trying to be cool but losing his mind and barging in while shane is on his knees with a mouth full of marlowâs monster dick
and marlow is just like oh hey roz did you wanna share man, isnât hollander so fucking pretty, heâs taking me so good, like heâs born to suck cock, isnât that crazy who knew
and shane wonât even look at ilya, is sucking marlow with his eyes closed and his dick bulging in his joggers, just making nasty slurping choking noises on marlow's cock which is bigger than ilyaâs and it's never bothered him before but fuck it sure does now
but ilya just shrugs and says yes okay, I will use his ass while he sucks you, we will put montreal in its placeÂ
ilya grabs shaneâs hips and forces him onto all fours but shane still wonât acknowledge him, and when he yanks down shaneâs joggers he sees shaneâs hole is already wet and loose, fucking hell, most guys just suck dick in the winnerâs room but shane fucking prepped for marlow, like he wanted this, like he planned it Â
ilya wants to cry but he also wants to come so he shoves his cock inside shaneâs dripping hole, but shane's pretending he's not there, and marlowâs grinning at him as he fucks shaneâs face, lifts up his hand and says high five man, what a fuckin beauty huh, oh shit, Iâm gonna comeÂ
marlow pulls back and jerks himself as ilya pounds into shane, and he knows heâs being too rough, but he wants a reaction, and god, why hasn't he texted shane back
shane starts babbling â come on me, marlow, give me all the cum that big fat cock has been making for me, want it so bad, you were the better player today, you deserve this, mark me with your cum and show everyone youâre the winner, youâre the winner, marlow, yeahâ
and ilyaâs best friend comes all over shaneâs face with a roar, that big stupid monster cock pumping out impossible, endless spurts of cum that drip from shaneâs frecklesÂ
and ilya doesnât want to come like this, not while shane is crying for his friend's cock, but shane feels so good on his dick, his hole clenching like heâs close, and ilya just canât help it â he comes while shane is moaning marly, marly
and ilya knows in that instant that they will never speak of this after today but also that he is going to text shane back, heâs going to text him every goddamn day from now on, and he is maybe going to google whether those dick lengthening exercises work because dammit marlow
[ficlet: show me, or that time shane hollander made luca haas ride a dildo in the locker room]
âYou want to fuck my husband.â
Lucaâs gaze darts around the locker room, as if Shane could be talking to anyone else. Praying heâs talking to anyone else. But itâs just the two of them, and Luca is a cornered rabbit, scrubbed rosy from the shower and pinned under Shaneâs unflinching stare.
âWhâwhat?â Luca asks, digging in his duffel for a clean t-shirt. He needs something to do with his hands or the shake in his fingers will give him away.
But Shane is lightning-fast, those hockey reflexes put to sudden good use as his fingers circle Lucaâs wrist in a crushing hold. Then Shane smirksâhe fucking smirksâand that hold might be the only thing keeping Luca upright.
âYou want to fuck Ilya,â Shane repeats, softly, slowly, like Luca is a little bit dumb, and maybe he is. A noise escapes his lips, somewhere between a gasp and a whine. God, what must Shane think of him. Lusting after his husband like some obvious, cheap whore.
âItâs okay, Haasy,â Shane says, his thumb rubbing a gentle circle on the underside of Lucaâs wrist, where the skin is thinnest and the heat of him threatens to burn right through. Heâs never heard Shane like thisâsimpering and a little bit mean. âIâve thought about letting you do it, you know that?â
Letting him? Letting himâwhat? Surely not.
âIâm sure no one else sees how pathetically obvious you are,â Shane continues, leaning in so that his breath is hot on Lucaâs ear. âHow you pant after him like a horny little puppy. But I can see how bad you need my husbandâs cock.â
âOh,â Luca chokes out. Shaneâs thigh is suddenly wedged between his legs and Luca is aware that heâs at a half-chub. If Shane moves even a centimeter, heâll be aware of it, too.Â
âYes, Haasy,â Shane coos into his ear, like he knows what Lucaâs thinking. His thick thigh moves between Lucaâs legs in a way that could be an innocent shift or a deliberate grind. Lucaâs dick canât tell the difference. It just wants. âIf I tell Ilya to fuck you, heâll fuck you. Would you want that?âÂ
Heat knifes through Lucaâs belly and his knees almost give out, bending just enough so that Shaneâs thigh is wedged firmly against his cock.Â
This canât be happening. This is definitely happening.Â
God help him, he nods.
Shane makes a little hum of approval low in his throat, the bass of it shaking a spasm from Lucaâs hips. âIâm just concerned for your safety, Haas. I donât know if you could take him. If he would fit in that tightâŚvirginâŚass,â Shane says, every word expelling a hot puff of air against Lucaâs ear.
âI could take itâI know I could,â Luca babbles, the words finally spilling out in a rush. His cheeks are hot because somehow Shane has clocked him as a virgin and heâs about to overshare but he canât stop. âI practice at home. On a dildo. I could take him if you let me. I could.â
He doesnât know why he feels like crying.
Shane finally lets go of Lucaâs wrist. Heâs still smarting at the loss of contact, marveling at the faint red marks left behind, when he realizes that Shane is digging in his own duffel. For his phone, maybe? To call Ilya so his captain can yell at him for his unprofessional behavior, or so they can laugh at him together, at his pathetic hard-on in his flimsy shorts. But then Shane saysâ
âShow me.â
And Lucaâs heart stops.
Because Shane is holding a dildo.Â
Itâs a sleek black thing, eight inches or more and thick enough to split him wide, with a suction cup at its base.Â
Lucaâs brain struggles to process it. Does Shane justâcarry it around with him? Do Shane and Ilya fuck here in the locker room? Maybe Ilya uses it on him in the shower. Maybe he sticks it to the wall and makes Shane bend over and fuck himself onto it as the water courses over their naked bodies.
Luca is lost in his thoughts, his cock growing still harder against his thigh, when Shane presses the dildo down onto the wooden bench between them. Thanks to its suction cup base, it bobs obscenely for a moment before going still.Â
âIf you can take this, you can take Ilya,â Shane says simply. Like itâs just a matter of physics and not his marriage. Like this dildo isnât blowing up Lucaâs whole world.Â
Shane pops the cap on a small bottle of lube he mustâve had stashed in his bag and drizzles it over the dildo. Fat globs of slick catch on the thick head before dripping down the sides in a slow ooze. Lucaâs cock twitches miserably in the confines of his shorts.Â
Shane just smirks. âShow me you can take it, and Iâll let you fuck him.âÂ
âYouâre serious,â Luca says slowly. Heâs looking around for the hidden camera, for the punchline, but Shane is nodding.
âTake your shorts off, Haasy. Let me see the little cock thatâs been drooling for my husband.âÂ
Luca swallows. Itâs notâheâs not little. But something sick in him likes Shane saying so, flares hot at the words, and he has no choice but to obey.Â
He tugs his shorts down over his hips, pulling his briefs with them, until theyâre bunched around his ankles. With a soft thwap, his hard cock slaps against his belly. And sure enough, it is drooling. For Ilya. For Shane. For⌠whatever this is.Â
âAww,â Shane says, lifting his hand to cover his mouth. âThatâs cute.âÂ
Lucaâs cheeks burn. âShut up,â he says, but a traitorous bead of precome pools in his slit.
Shane pats the bench in front of him. âNow. Youâve been staring at my husband like a desperate whore for months. Letâs see if you can ride like one.âÂ
Luca looks down at the dildo. Itâs not so thick that he needs to finger himself first. He grabs the lube off the bench and pours some onto his fingers, then uses it to slick his entrance. He straddles the bench and squats over it. He feels likeâlike an animal. Low and base and exposed.
âThatâs a good boy, Haasy. Pretend itâs Ilyaâs cock. Show me how you want to fuck him.â
That makes something snap inside him.Â
Luca sinks down onto the dildo with a cry. He canât take more than an inch or two at first, and his quads shake as he holds himself above in a squat, his chest heaving with deep, shuddering breaths.Â
He closes his eyes and begins to move just like he does when he pleasures himself at home. When he fucks himself on his dildo and imagines being split open by his captain.
âC-captain,â Luca whimpers, before he can stop himself. His hips are moving in slow circles, teasing the head of dildo just inside him. Then he lets himself sink lower, his whole body trembling with the effort not to slam himself down onto the toy, to split himself open before heâs ready. God, he wants it to hurt. âIlya.âÂ
âGood boy,â Shane says, and Lucaâs toes curl against the dirty locker room floor.
He loses himself in the sensation of fullness. He imagines the cold, hard dildo is hot and throbbing and real, a real cock attached to Ilya Rozanov, and then Luca canât help itâheâs bouncing on it. Bouncing so hard his own cock is slapping against his stomach. Heâs a slave to the pathetic need thrumming in his veins, the yearning heâs felt since before he really knew what it meant when his most intimate parts grew warm and tingly in his twin bed at night, Ilyaâs poster on his wall.
âIlya, yes. Fuck me. Fuck me, Captain.â
Heâs distantly aware that Shane is talking. On the phone, maybe? But the dildo feels so good and his cock is leaking and heâs fucking himself on it faster now, slamming down onto it with a high, keening cry that echoes off the locker room walls.Â
âYeah, babe, you can come in now,â Shane is saying, Luca thinks, but heâs not really processing it. âSure, bring Barrett. Andâyeah, him too. Thereâs something I think theyâll want to see.â
is this anything? I am always looking for ways to get marlow + luca together so maybe will write more of this...
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If thereâs one thing Cliff Marlow canât stand, itâs a good kid getting his feelings hurt. And Luca Haasâthe Ottawa rookie, all big green eyes and shiny blond hair with a wicked-ass slapshotâis, by all accounts, a real good kid.Â
Which means Cliff is now watching, increasingly horrified, as a packed ballroom collectively decides to make his night miserable. Worse, it seems like Roz wants this to happen.Â
So Cliff has to fix it. Not that heâs into dudes, really, but, like. This shit isnât okay.
The Irina Foundation is having a silent auction to raise money for their camps, and Cliff is stoked to have been invited. Heâs enjoyed the canapes and the booze, scrawled his name on bid sheets for a weekend at Hollanderâs cottage and an Instagram photoshoot with Barrettâs boyfriend. But itâs the end of the nightâeverybodyâs champagne glasses down to dregs, their bowties and lips loosenedâand one item still has zero bids, because Roz is staring daggers at anyone who approaches the table. That item?
WIN A DATE WITH LUCA HAAS.
Fuck, itâs like getting picked last for kickball. Or worse, not getting picked at all.Â
Cliff wasnât born a 6â3â sex god. His growth spurt hit late, at thirteen. Years of bullying had left his heart tender in places, and seeing that blank page under Haasâs name aches something awful, like digging your thumb into a yellowed bruise.Â
Haas has been hiding out in a corner all night, not making eye contact with anyone, like heâd rather be anywhere else. Heâs offered up his heart and body (which, objectively speaking, seems⌠pretty fucking solid) for a good cause, and nobody wants him enough to challenge his weirdly overprotective captain. The poor kid is gonna be crushed.
So Cliff waitsâuntil his head is swimming with champagne, Roz has mysteriously disappeared, and Hollanderâs mother is collecting the bid sheets as the ballroom empties out. Before she can snatch up Lucaâs sheet, Cliff darts forward and puts pen to paper.
Cliff Marlow. $50k.
Something loosens in his chest.
Mrs. Hollander smiles kindly at him as she picks up the sheet. âEnjoy your date!âÂ
Right. Now heâs got to go on a date. Cliff is suddenly dizzy, blinking up at the too-bright ballroom lights and adjusting his too-tight bowtie for a long minute until thereâs a tap on his shoulder. He turns around.
âHi, handsome,â says Luca Haas, and Cliff promptly forgets how to breathe.
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Ilya loves to watch Shane and Luca jostle for space between his thighs.
Sometimes he slicks them up first, coating their hard bodies in baby oil just to watch them slip and slide against each other as they suck him off. Shane will complain at the mess but he loves it, loves being made just uncomfortable enough for his husbandâs pleasure. And Lucaâwell. Luca does what heâs told.
Is what teammates do, Ilya tells them as he tangles his fingers in their hair and pushes them into a filthy kiss over his cockhead. They work together for their captain.
Shane gets snippy at that, says something about being Alternate Captain and therefore above Luca, deserving of better access to his cock. Ilya considers this and rewards him with a thrust down his throat, fucking Shane's face while Luca whines and tries to mouth at his balls.
And oh, they are both so eager to pleaseâhis good boys, his little beefcakes, these two thick slabs of muscle all shiny and slippery and slobbering desperately on his cock.
Theyâre so sloppy with it. Their pink tongues lap at him like heâs candy and tangle in the process, their spit mixing with his precum until everything is wet wet wet, their cheeks smashed together as they suck and lick and moan.
Moi shlyukhi, he calls them. Moi mal'chiki. My sluts. My boys. He tells them to beg for it and they doâcome on me, Captain; come on me, Rozanovâbefore fighting to be the closest to his cock. Their mouths are open like baby birds, their bodies slick and flushed and his all his. Captain's privileges.
He coats their facesâhis husband and his rookie; his beautiful, shining boysâand tells them to share their prize. Is what teammates do, moi shlyukhi. My cum is honor like Stanley Cup, yes? Want to see you pass it back and forth like trophy.
Lucaâs barely crawled into Shaneâs lap to lick the cum off his face when the kid stills with a high, choked-off whine. His boys' poor, neglected cocks have brushed, and Lucaâs come all over himself.
Ilya doesnât even have to tell Luca to be a good teammate. The kid faceplants onto Shaneâs cock, gagging on it as Shane reaches for Ilya, pulling him in for a deep kiss.
Come for our boy, Ilya says against his lips. Choke him on it, Hollander.
And Shane does, because thatâs what teammates do. On the Centaurs, anyway.
Haasollanoveau blowjob competition, anyone? A little excerpt from my current WIP in which Luca & Shane are on their knees for Marlow & Ilya to see who can make their man come fastest:
Ilyaâs head falls back against the couch, thrashing from side to side as his hips buck helplessly into Shaneâs mouth. If he were less experienced, Shane might choke, but he is an expert at handling Ilya when he loses control, at relaxing his throat to let Ilya use him. Itâs a skill Luca canât possibly have had time to master.
Beside him, Luca is moaning around Marlowâs cock, and Marlow sounds wrecked now, his grunts dissolving into high, desperate noises.
âShit, this is unreal,â Marlow gasps.
Shane looks up from Ilyaâs cock to see his teammate rake a shaking hand down his face.
âBoth of you. So fuckinâ desperate for it.â
Yeah, Marlowâs close. Itâs hot, how pathetically gone he is for Lucaâs mouth, but Shane canât lose focusâhe has to make Ilya come first. He hollows his cheeks and bobs his head faster, twisting his hand around Ilyaâs base and moaning low in his throat so Ilya can feel the vibration. Heâs rewarded with a string of curses in Russian and Ilyaâs fingers tightening in his hair, tugging just enough to sting. Come for me, he thinks. Come down my throat in front of our friends and show them who you belong to. Show them Iâm the best youâve ever had.
âRoz, Iâfuck,â Marlow groans, his bare thigh knocking against Ilyaâs.
âSpit it out, Marly, I do not want your idiot voice in my ear when I come.â
âI need to fuck Luca so bad. Please, can we fuck them? I know itâs not the challenge, butââ
âYes,â Ilya says, pushing Shane off his dick. It slips out of his mouth with a wet pop, and Shane canât help but whimper at the loss. Heâd been so close to tasting Ilyaâs come. To winning. âIs great idea. Boys, to the bedroom. You both know where it is, mm?â
They donât have to be told twice. Shane staggers to his feet, his legs like jelly after so long on his knees, his head swimming with wine and want. Lucaâs hot, sweat-slick palm catches his and pulls him from the living room as Ilya and Marlow talk about them like theyâre not there: look how sweet they are together, how eager, should we make them hold hands while we fuck them, and Shaneâs heart thumps yes, yes, yes as they tumble down the hall, their breaths coming fast now, in short, needy gasps.
(this is from shane hollander is not a stalker chapter 9, coming this weekend, I swear.)
luca tells shane and ilya he wants to start going out to gay clubs by himself. they support him, of course, but itâs not *safe*, luca, donât you know there are *bad people* out there, luca, we canât possibly let you go without self-defense lessons
and then itâs just shane grabbing luca from behind, choking him, hitting him, tackling him onto the yoga mat, but luca canât bring himself to hurt shane so he just takes it every time
but then shane starts calling him every name in the book â come on, you little fag, hit me, fucking cocksucker â and luca finally, finally tackles him to the ground and starts whaling on him just like shane wanted until shaneâs lip is split and bloody and heâs humping lucaâs leg and coming in his jeans and ilya is just watching and stroking himself in the corner
luca never does end up going to the club by himself