#moki rambles

You know when you wanna make something like just anything in general super bad but you avoid it because you feel like you are gonna just get demotivated too easily or no one will really care that much or it’ll just end up being awful or just for whatever reason at all you will fail so with those thoughts in mind you get demotivated faster than you can even start it and make an effort for it and you just never end up doing it? Actually now that I’m reading over this post I think the solution I need is to just start making what I wanna make faster than the procrastination can hit me with a ton of bricks, but also just being unproductive and playing Pokemon Shield, while everyone else is playing the new Animal Crossing game which I don’t have yet so Pokemon Shield it is, watching YouTube, talking to my buddies on Discord or literally doing nothing at all seems so much more intriguing than putting effort into something that needs it so it can at least be sort of well done. I could be making an effort right now but instead I’m making this post