I don’t think there is anyone alive who believes ALL the time :) I’m in seminary and I am unsure of God like six days out of ten! God is constant in God’s love enough for both of us. Whether you feel it or not, whether you accept it always or even want it to be true all the time, you are loved.

No. We baptize infants who cannot make a profession of faith for example. We are loved, accepted and welcomed by God, not because of anything that we do, but because God loves us and wants us to be with God forever. Baptism is the sign of God’s choosing us. Not the other way around. I would love to know that I had another sibling in the family, God loves you and though I don’t know you, I do too. Peace be with you!