I'm sorry for the way I behaved last night and shit I said. The way I handled things was inexcusable and inappropriate. I'm sorry to those I offended and hurt by my actions and words. I've also been informed lately that there are some I'm the community who view me as a bully and that which I've sworn to fight against. I'm sorry if you feel that way towards me. I never meant to become a bully drunk with a power complex. As stress piles up in my life moderating a blog rather being a part of the rsj community is not something I need right now. I've decided to take a 100% break from every rsj blog I'm a part of. The two blogs that are not rsj I will not be leaving unless I'm asked to leave as well. I may return later, that is unclear as of right now. Know that I still support everything the rsj community stands for. If you wish to keep in touch with me my personal is heroinedark.tumblr.com . Goodbye for now.

I'm sorry for the way I behaved last night and shit I said. The way I handled things was inexcusable and inappropriate. I'm sorry to those I offended and hurt by my actions and words. I've also been informed lately that there are some I'm the community who view me as a bully and that which I've sworn to fight against. I'm sorry if you feel that way towards me. I never meant to become a bully drunk with a power complex. As stress piles up in my life moderating a blog rather being a part of the rsj community is not something I need right now. I've decided to take a 100% break from every rsj blog I'm a part of. The two blogs that are not rsj I will not be leaving unless I'm asked to leave as well. I may return later, that is unclear as of right now. Know that I still support everything the rsj community stands for. If you wish to keep in touch with me my personal is heroinedark.tumblr.com . Goodbye for now.

Things have gone a little sideways from the original intent. Granted I did go a little far in that one response. So for a real question I've been laying in my bed for 3.5 hours trying to fall asleep. Nothing...literally nothing has worked. Any ideas? -Chernabog Ps: not giving an apology because when people start asking, apologies become insincere. I've admitted to my mistake, let's move on.

So I was born in Southern California and I want to claim the title Native American. I was born in America. I have no clue where my ancestors are from...I know my grand parents were born in the USA, so were my parents and finally myself and my sister. Who I am as a person is not dictated by the color of my skin or where some people think my distant ancestors came from. I was born here I should be allowed to claim the title. Thoughts? -Chernabog

This is Chernabog. So I have some sad news. I'm having to move back in with my parents due to financial reasons. My roommates also recently cut off my internet so my desktop has no access. I really should take this next week to move out of this house and get organized in my parents' place. So for the blog it'll mean I'm moving to less frequent posting and ask only (ok maybe one or two more kh posts) basis. I'm on mobile if you need me just address the ask to me. If I have a major response and can't reblog it myself I'll ask one of the other villains to post it for me. I love you all and will return soon. If you want more updates from me my personal is set for a queue and has nerdy things. Chernabog

-Chernabog

[4:48:32 AM] Chernabog: To the point you feel like you have acid flowing through your veins. Where you want to rip the skin from your body because it feels all wrong. Where you want to rip your testicles and penis off regardless of the physical pain or mess just so you don't have to feel the pain and depression having those causes you. Dysphoria is the absolute worst thing I've ever felt in my life. It literally wants to make me break out of my body.

Basically... 1st amendment apparently doesn't apply to Pagans.