#mod ryan

I'm trying to figure out if I actually have adhd or it's something else, and while I did experience symptoms as a kid, it was never as bad as my late teens to now. I just want to see if that rules out adhd

I am not a doctor (of course)! But, I think what’s more common is not that our symptoms get worse with age, but that we experience new situations in which it is more difficult to mask or cope with/manage the symptoms of ADHD. As a child, you may not have responsibilities that ADHD interferes with, but as you get older and are increasingly expected to take on work, school, general adult problems, it becomes a lot harder to manage your symptoms under new stress.

I made another countdown! ~Ryan🍁

This week’s prompts!

Drawing/Painting: Landscape

Poetry: Haiku

Prose: Winter

Body Art: Snow

Artisans: Blue

this is, basically a blog for a dota high school au. it’s being run by two people, jo and ryan, bc we’ve been writing this in order to keep ourselves sane during college stress and it’s hands down the most fun we’ve ever had with fan content so like, we made a blog to keep everything organised

Hey guys! So I am lucky enough to be apart of this kick-ass page. I’m (mod) Ryan. Ry bread, Ry Ry the soft guy, etc are all nicknames. I’m a huge guy with a soft heart. You can find me individually on @ask-mariusmond and @fallenpegasi. I’ll be spending a lot more time here though with my close friends and new friends!

but, i do return with a new kin horror story. here's the lowdown:

i joined vent, and its about as dumpster-fire esque as you can get. i havent really run into much trouble except for the occasional weird troll (theres a lot of those and theyre honestly really unpleasant) but last night definitely was my first reintroduction into a toxic environment.

friend of mine (leaving his name out) made a post saying that one of his mutuals was factkin with the serial killer ted bundy (tldr on him: fucking disgusting). this was probably the first ever time something like this made me physically ill to the point of tremors and nausea. i checked and confirmed, and i learned a little later on that the person had been confronted about it. they immediately changed their tune and said it was a joke.

now, a decent human being should know that a joke like that is beyond disrespectful on so many levels, no matter how much you know about bundy. i read the interaction and the person that confronted him said "oh well if its really a joke then youre fine." wrong. so me and my friend got to work and thus led to the most twilight zone esque argument ive ever had.

upon me saying something after people really started finding out, the person started acting very High And Mighty, saying over and over how he didnt care when i would bring up how the victims families and the survivors would feel about something like this, as in the people who live with that tragedy every day of their lives. 

he made jokes about the killings, saying how other killers have done worse or that he would be a "fun guy to be around." obviously they werent taking it serious at all. they constantly insulted the victims and made fun of the whole thing and i dont think ive ever been more drained after an argument. finally id had enough and, for my own mental stability, ended the conversation. upon doing that, the person changed their icon to a picture of bundy.