#mod personal

I’m told I don’t have social anxieties, but I’m constantly in fear of saying the wrong things and hurt people. As a result, I always shut myself out from contact of any sort.

Whenever I do talk to people, I can never seem to find the right words to describe my feelings and concepts. It always gets awkward when talking about my stories. It’s oftenI don’t think I’m good with people in general, definitely not with those with high expectations.

Usually, I don’t share dark concepts like this piece for example, but a lot of my writings and oc backgrounds involves a lot of tragedy. Hammond’s background isn’t tragic, hopefully that explains his personality enough. That’s funny, usually it’s the other way around. That said, I want to experiment because there’s a lot of things going through my mind, and filtering bad ideas is difficult for me to do alone.

That’s where criticism comes in. Whether it’s positive or negative, a constructive one will help me a lot. If it’s opinion then that’s okay. I swear, opinions are people seeing things differently, yet some people have to fight over something so small.

The story of Eirian the Integer G. Jaggi isn’t complete. So I’ll post concept art relevant to the universe of the story. I may drop some of these concepts when necessary to bring out better ones.

You’ve reached the end. Whether you skimmed through, or read word for word, I can’t describe how grateful I am. Currently, I’m struggling a lot with life right now, but I’m not asking for pity or praises, all I’m asking is patience so I can produce amazing artwork to the best of my ability, if not, better.

Enough of that, TL:DR, there will be edgy and dark content from now on. But! The UwUness of this blog will still be relevant, because everyone appreciates wholesomeness and free content. Which reminds me... I still need to answer a batch of Asks waiting inbox. *screams internally *

Thanks again, sorry for the lengthy writing.  Have a rawrdenful day you lovely people! UwU

there's some other official artwork i'm on the fence about posting since they're mostly promo pieces with a lot of text; we'll see

also need to check for character trailers; i at least won't be posting the twitter brief introductory videos anymore, i THINK? undecided, but they're very low priority for this blog imo

i might need to make a tag for wallpapers? if i do, that'll probably just be "wuwa wallpapers" and it should be added to the taglist on the about page

i'd like to update the codes/events page but i'll need to see where i am on wuwa over the next week; things have been a bit hectic irl and juggling gachas is a nightmare zone