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-After weeding out all loyalists to Snoke by execution, Kylo knew the First Order was in desperate need of new Officers.

-So for the first time ever the Supreme leader visits the imperial academy to hand select the most skilled students he can find.  

-There Kylo ren finds several promising people to fit a variety of roles. But most importantly he finds you. While others had shamelessly thrown themselves at his feet for a chance to be enrolled in the upper echelon of the Order, you stayed quiet and mostly to yourself during his time there.

-Despite your reserved nature he couldn’t help but notice you. From a distance he took to admiring your shapely figure,  your curves that looked like perfect cradles for his large hands.

-The first night after he noticed you, he laid in bed flexing his hands, imagining how good it would be to caress all of your softness.

-One of the applications to be considered for a position was a standardized test covering all topics from literature to war strategy. You were the only student to come back with a perfect score.

-Supreme leader is impressed, you’re beautiful and smart.

-He personally comes to your dorm to invite you to join his board as a junior advisor.

-You can’t look him in the eye when you say yes. He’s just too handsome and tall and you’re also still in shock the supreme leader would offer you such a position.

-Your face is a big red mess when Kylo lifts your chin with his gloved hand. He eyes are warm amber when he says, “You’ll be perfect.”

-Two months later aboard the Supremacy you have grown well into your new job and have earned the supreme leader’s favor. Kylo values your opinion over anyone.

- You order some new officer regalia and are sent a wardrobe with a few items that don’t fit well.  Kylo notices when he comes to check on you and rectifies the situation every thought you ask him not to go to the trouble.

-The dark haired man frowns at you and says, “you deserve to be comfortable just as much as anyone else.”  

-He’s very protective of you knowing how brilliant you are, but also how shy you would be to show this to others. -You still after all very soft spoken and the other advisors will try to speak over you a lot. But Kylo quiets them immediately with a glare, or a force choke. Whatever works best.

-Another time a fellow junior advisor body shames you during a meeting. Insulting a visible area of your stomach. The bully is doubled over laughing when his face goes completely white and he’s thrown like a ragdoll into some electric paneling

- Everyone turns to find their supreme leader’s enraged face, his arm still casted out.

-”Let that be a lesson to all of you to never let me hear such pathetic filth every again.”

- He brushes by you as he storms out of the corridor, a hand passes over your lower back.

- After that Kylo doesn’t try to hide the fact he watches your every move.

-He loves seeing the fabric of your black clothes stretch sensually against your plump form when you move.   

-One day you’re struggling to reach a shelf in your office and Kylo appears just in time to see your skirt rise to display your wonderfully thick thighs.

-This leads to another night dreaming of you and being crushed between said thighs

-As nervous as having the attention of Kylo ren made you, it did feel nice.

-Slowly you grow to crave it, crave him, his approval and affections.

-But its not in your nature to action upon these feelings, even if it’s somewhat clear he feels the same way.

-Lucky for you the man is a mind reader.

-When you enter the throne room for your 6 month evaluation Kylo thanks you for all you’ve done for him in this short time

-You fluster again and go to look down but this time he doesn’t let you.

-He grabs your face, stroking the sides and whispers “don’t be afraid I feel it to.”

-Kylo’s kiss is as warm as any sun and just as powerful. Your toes curl and you can’t help but press the swell of your breasts into him.

-His chest rumbles sweetly and you squeal when he picks you up in his arms and brings you into the next chamber over. His bedroom.

-That night you find out how much Kylo loves you and you body. And he does, every single inch of it, all tangled in the blackness of his sheets with him on top of you huffing and puffing in pleasure.

Hey anon! You’re in luck cause Ben loves to nap.

-When you first meet he says his favorite hobby is sleeping and you thought it was a joke. But no, he was serious.

-Ben takes 2-3 naps a day, sometimes after lunch or dinner. It really depends on his body, there’s no schedule.

-When Ben starts to get tired he yawns really loud, almost like a howl and then always pulls off his shirt (yeah weird ) and gets into bed for an hour or two.

-When you’re home his nap time is your nap time, no exceptions. He’ll come into whatever room you’re in and scoop you up without a word. He even does it when your mid conversation with Kylo, which pisses him off to no end.

-He carries you bridal style into the room before playfully throwing you on the bed.

-Most of the time you don’t mind napping with your giant boyfriend, but if you’re busy it takes a lot of whining from Ben to get you to stay.

-Ben NEEDS to cuddle. He wants to be touching you as much as he can, even when he’s asleep.

-His favorite position is to sleep with him on top, where he can snuggle his face into your chest and keep you warm with the rest of his body. But you’re both partial to spooning, usually he’s the big spoon but from time to time you switch.

-When you do spoon he loves to massage your stomach and lay little kisses on your neck.

-Secretly Ben will wake up and watch you sleep sometimes. He loves stroking your face and holding you close. You look so peaceful and carefree when you’re asleep and he just feels the need to protect you.

Hey guys! I’m Mod Mera and I guess I’m the new kid on the block.  I’m so excited to be here and write for you all! I love Kylo ren, but HMU if you want them Cassian Andor feels, or some Finn in your life, cause im ya girl. 

Hey anon, I hope this helps you out!

It was only only mid-day when you anxiously exited a meeting with the captains of the Finalizer. A group you had been recently inducted into, though you had felt unworthy of such a promotion. You were young, especially so when compared to the older, more decorated officers that were your peers.

However what you lacked in years you easily made up for by having the natural skills of a leader. “Talent and efficiency are very valuable to the order, and you have both. Be proud,” Kylo ren had said, his voice a soft caress one night when you had felt particularly horrible about yourself. You and the knight had recently entered into a relationship after finding each other through a peculiar link in the force.

You were the ice to the fire of Kylo’s rage, his source of much needed relief. In return he had become the warm shadow at your shoulder reminding you to be kinder to yourself. A role that had desperately needed to be filled. The tendency of yours to spiral into episodes of self-hatred were too frequent. At times you didn’t even understand why you were here because you felt so useless and out of place. Every morning you would nick pick yourself into a migraine that lasted the entire day until eventually you cried yourself to sleep.  

But since the raven haired man had entered your life, things had changed. Life was filled with love and comfort for you. Instead of tears running down the flushed skin of your cheeks there were gentle kisses. You no longer rocked yourself back in forth in bed to deal with your anxiety, instead Kylo lulled you to sleep in his arms. His demons had long ago overtook him but he’d be damned if he let that happen to you. The force had blessed him with the power to see into the mind’s of others and this lead him to appreciate a beautiful well developed conscious when he saw one.  

Kylo had found you after months of nightly visions that culminated into a force connection during a rather violent panic attack of yours. You had second guessed yourself in front of Hux after an impromptu inspection and now back in your room you unravelled completely. While you saw yourself as a failure, Kylo ren looked past it all and saw a soul attempting to strengthen itself. When finally you noticed his presence you were embarrassed and stunned at the fact the commander of the First Order was watching your break down. Tenderly, he convinced you to tell him what number dorm you lived in. And for the first time after dreaming of each other for so long, you met in the flesh and held onto each other all night long.

You smiled at the precious memory that was now always at the forefront of your mind. Kylo’s love and support had truly helped you learn how to cope, and while some days you’d still slip into old habits, you knew he’d be there to catch you. Wiping your eyes as tears began to form you sighed, knowing today would be a day you needed him. You pressed your access code into your room’s key pad and stepped inside when the doors wooshed open. Kylo instantly arose from a crossed legged position on the floor when you came into view.

You approached him quickly burying your face into the firmness of his chest. “Meditating?” you inquired. He hummed an answer, tangling a large hand in your hair, before stating “You’re back early. I felt your upset from across the ship.” Gently, Kylo pulled your face back into view and used his other hand to stop a falling tear. You struggled to smile, and whispered an apology, “Im sorry. I-I just, today was a lot. I needed to see you.”

Kylo frowned and wrapped his corded arms tightly around you, bringing you as close as he could. He lifted you off your feet and walked backwards until he found the leather couch of the living room. Sitting down, even then he did not let you go, allowing you to cry and let your emotions pour out.

for real. my main qualm always has been that they hijack positive dceu posts to complain and claim that the m(u is better. hence the whole purpose of this blog.