KOKICHI OUMA HEADCANONS
CW: Abuse, Self Harm, Eating Disorder, Blood, SPOILERS
*All CW were labeled per section
AUTHOR'S NOTE: I felt like self indulging
INGAME
CW Spoilers
Acts like he's full of himself but he isn't
Strives for attention not because he wants it but he needs it to keep up his ego
It hurts him a lot but he makes people hate him to keep his mask up
Crazy, but not Insane
He's just trying to help in his own way
Either insomnia, or refuses to sleep so he can't be attacked
Somehow always alert despite lack of sleep
Hides from everyone, doesn't let himself show even when he's "alone"
Scared of Life
Doesn't know what he wants, he just knows what he wants for others, and he "knows how to achieve that"
Never truly knows what's going on
Has developed an act and can see through all lies, he knows himself and uses that to see through others
No one can hide from him, he finds out eventually
PREGAME
CW Abuse, Self Harm, Eating Disorder
I like making him 17, but canonically he's more probably 16
Abused by his Dad
Mother is Dead
Often beaten and hides away
Never fed or has money to buy food, and do even when he is/does he starves himself
Doesn't sleep because his body is constantly aware and anxious
Scared
Has tried running away multiple times
Throws himself into walls or ties himself up
Tried to suffocate himself with a pillow (it didn't work because he didn't want to face the results)
Anxious and Nervous all the times and so he twirls his hair, giving it it's curled shape over time (started at a young age)
Natural hair is purple but parents hated it and forced him to dye it brown, he still does it a bit at the roots
Heterochromia (one purple one yellow) wears contacts so they match
POSTGAME
CW Spoilers, Blood, Harming Coping
Has scars from the game
His new virtual avatar is just sopping pink blood
Deaf and Half Blind, wears a hearing aid and rarely talks
Can't apologize enough for the game but he never apologized at all
Tries to cut off all connection with the others but it always fails
Scared
Doesn't know what's real or fake anymore
Changed, for both the better and the worse
Hair is a bit faded white from the stress
Eyes have a milky white over them
No longer hides his heterochromia
Lies to himself
Has harmful coping methods that hurt both himself and others, not physically but mentally
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