will i even listen to myself if i told myself to lock in

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will i even listen to myself if i told myself to lock in

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Writing self-indulgent pre-canon Helion x Rhysand, that’s how I should spend all my mornings
2023 LHFW: Round 2/23: Saudi Arabian GP
(Prada, Calvin Klein, Off-white)
(Dior)
(Rick Owens - Ooooh boy. The top is carrying the whole look while the pants are holding it hostage)
(Dior)
Albums I listened to in 2025
Final Straw - Snow Patrol (2004)
When watching the Rude Boys bring parkour chaos and pain onto the bad guys, am I the only one who just goes, "Wheee- Oh, my gosh! 😰"
....Note to Self: Don't mess with the Rude Boys.

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What's your favorite piece you've made and why?
Ooooh that's a freakin hard question to answer.
These might be my favorite drawings Ive done. I finished suptober late one year so i was able to put a little bit more effort into them. I just love them.
these are some honorable mentions
with fics...well thats even harder to pick. if i have to pick, im gonna go with Riding In Cars With Boys. its the one i always love to go back to. I think its just a great fic.
and just because it was just about the best day of my life, i got to have the absolute honor of having one of my fics MADE IN REAL LIFE!!!!!! Casey and Glenn, the wonderful team behind Driven, made it into a little movie and i cant believe that got to happen to me!
thanks for asking me 😚😚 I really appreciate the ask
i will say, i’ve had a lot of doubts about my writing & overall my work in general these past few weeks.
i’ve been a lot less apt to post & express my thoughts because i ask a lot of: “is this good enough?” “have i grown in my writing the past few months?” “is this even worth posting?” “how will others see this?” “is this good enough for my tumblr?”
then this cycle begins where i start to feel worse because i haven’t been as active, or i haven’t been around to read or fully express my thoughts on fics. then i want to post because i’ve been inactive, yet i do not.
it sucks. it really does. i’m sorry for being so candid but i don’t really know how to get out of this rut. i wonder if there are others who feel the same way i do.
sorry for the ramblings.