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Hey, dudes, dudettes and dudles!

So! Tonight was an interesting night. Some of you may remember that I had my first adult, romantic relationship from February 2019 to February 2020 where we broke up and decided to become more of a friends with benefits thing. Well, lots have happened and he’s fucked me over for the last time and I finally stood up for myself today and told him;

“Fuck you, if a chick you’ve known for less than two weeks is enough to make you not want to even be friends with me after TWO YEARS, one of which we were BROKEN UP, then you deserve fuck-all from me.”

@bakhtaks-blog had this to say about my vent picture: “Your ex does not deserve to be Prince Charming.” I couldn’t agree more! Unfortunately, Henry is the (non)Disney character who looks the most like my ex, so wah-wah.

Anyway! My mom and like four of my friends have already congratulated me on finally dropping his ass, so this is my closure on that whole catastrophe.

@pixie-skull​ suggested I do a top 5 avatars of the last decade in her reply to THIS post. Thank you for the suggestion! :D

5. The 13th avatar from February 2017

The lowest on the top 5 list, and also unsurprisingly the oldest. This was the second avatar I made where I got to showcase both of my tattoos. Both of them have significant meaning to me, the moon symbolizing my name’s meaning and the roses symbolizing my close relationship with my mother (she has a matching one, slighter up the arm though as she was afraid that it would hurt too much to have it done on the thin skin of the wrist ;P) This was also the second time I used Esmeralda’s hair to show off my own curls.

4. The 15th avatar from October 2017

A “made spontaneously” avatar, which was originally just made for a collab I did with @myhollie1911​. Or something like that... I actually don’t remember what this was made for anymore, only that it was NOT made with the intention of a new avatar. That kinda just happened after I realized how much I liked it. Both this and number 5 on the list has Holli Would’s body in them since I, back then, loved this black dress I had with some see-through material on the arms and chest. You can clearly see the quality shift between these two x’D

3. The 18th avatar from September 2018

Yeah, it’s no surprise as we get higher on the list, the more recent the avatar is. I really love this one, especially since I got to use one of my favorite animes as reference for the hair. Sana from Kodocha is an ICON and it’s the only long anime I’ve ever watched with it being 102 episodes. The outfit is from another of my most rewatched animes as well called B gata H kei, which roughyl means “B-cupped slut”. It’s... a funny anime, I swear x’D

2. The 14th avatar from September 2017

The spot for 2nd and 1st place was REALLY TOUGH. Cause this avatar has HAUNTED ME ever since I made it... it quickly became the “I’m never gonna be able to top this” avatar, and I was dissatisfied with most of my avatars following it. Not that I ever considered them BAD, I just never loved them as much as I loved this one. And it’s not hard to see why, it checks the whole list; Sign language reference? Check. Both of my tattoos? Check. Esmeralda’s curly hair with my hair colors in it? Check. Outfit from one of my favorite cartoon shows? Check. All of the avatars which followed this one just didn’t shine as bright to me as this one did... Until our number 1 pick.

1. The 19th avatar from January 2020

This one... finally checked off MORE than my number 2 pick; Not only did I finally include my glasses... I changed Belle’s face to be more plump, I chose the plus size model who showed off one of my actual favorite tops in real life AND I drew the hair myself along with the necklace my mother gave me for Christmas 2019. THIS finally had everything hence why it became my top pick.

Do you agree with my list? Are there any of my avatars you remember with fondness? How about making a top 5 of YOUR avatars as well? :D

@pixie-skull​ suggested I do a top 5 avatars of the last decade in her reply to THIS post. I decided to do that ALONG with doing a bottom 5 as well! Thank you for the suggestion! :D

5. The 6th avatar from March 2016

I don’t consider this to be a bad edit of mine, it’s just a bit off. Belle’s face doesn’t really match the color on the body, my beloved moon tattoo is mostly hidden, and why the HELL did I use Esmeralda’s body and NOT her hair since I was doing this anyway???

4. The 8th avatar from August 2016

This one is just... Belle’s eyes. Something just seems totally off with them, which I never understood why. They look so big, yet I never changed them nor did anything with her facial features? This “character” also just looks off with the background, this pretty aesthetic forest and then this modern boobyliscious, tatooed woman with colored hair? Yeah, no, this one just never worked that well.

3. The 3rd avatar from November 2014

The reason why this one is so low on the list is because I don’t think the edit in itself is bad as such... it’s just that I decided to choose Ariel. The only reason for that was because back when this was made I didn’t even know body-swaps were a thing. And I wanted to be able to showcase BOTH of my tattoos, so I needed a character with some bare skin. Hence why Ariel was poorly chosen x’D This one is so old it’s not actually posted on tumblr. The link on the title leading you to its original post goes to deviantArt, which I left in 2016 when I changed my name from AiraChica to AiraSora. This isn’t the only time a link will lead you to DA instead of tumblr... I do NOT encourage you to check out my DA posts, most of them aren’t good xD

2. The 4th avatar from February 2015

This one isn’t BAD... as such. It’s just not all that good or interesting either. I played a little bit with the colors, but most of all, it’s just a bit boring. Except that background which I recognize cause I LOVED IT in my teen years, but now it’s just a little... idk pinterst-esque??? No shame to pinterest lovers, I’ve just never understood the appeal xD

1. The 10th avatar from October 2016

What... was I even thinking with this one??? It’s actually genuinely heinous. I don’t have bangs, Belle’s face color clearly doesn’t match the body and I didn’t even get the colors in my HAIR right. I used to love this brief background character in HOND 2, but ever since I made this one, I just cringe whenever I see her. I hate this one with an actual passion x’D

Do you agree with my list? Are there any of my avatars you remember with disdain? How about making a bottom 5 of YOUR avatars as well? :D

Hey, dudes, dudettes and dudles!

Hey dudes, dudettes and dudles!

Here’s my new avatar, which it actually wasn’t supposed to become. I made this edit of Belle with a whole different purpose in mind, but ended up loving the way I made her, so I decided to make her my new avatar.

Hey dudes, dudettes and dudles!

Hey dudes, dudettes and dudles!

This is one of my old “My life goes Disney” comics, originally submitted in 2013 on deivantArt.

Hey dudes, dudettes and dudles!

This is one of my old “My life goes Disney” comics, originally submitted in 2015 on deivantArt.