#mkms

I don’t think I could ask anymore from Internet Box 121… What an amazingly offensive podcast episode

I feel like asking him out to finally get a straight answer but I don’t think I can handle anything anymore, so why bother? I know he isn’t interested since he stopped replying to me, but there’s a big chance it’s cuz I’m a stupid butt and teased him a little after saying I would try not to. There’s also a chance that we only know each other, and I was just lying to myself because he’s pretty and I thought I’d work up the nerve for once and ask him out— but nope. I’ve only gotten timider in person and became a girl online since I hate myself so much I also hope that if he reads this, that it doesn't upset him. That'll only make me feel worse (if that's even possible).