#miyoungcj

send me ❅ for my muse to cuddle up next to yours while asleep on the couch

Kibum padded his way back into Miyoung’s living room. He opened his mouth to let her know he had finished doing the dishes –it was always his turn on Tuesdays after their movie–, but ultimately shut it closed once he noticed she was already asleep. His hazel eyes traveled to the black labrador at the foot of the couch. Kuroi raised his eyes to look at him and then let out a sigh. It made the corners of Kibum’s smile twitch.

"Long day at work hm?" he whispered once he had made his way to them, crouching down to pet the dog’s head gently. "Go to sleep to your bed, I’ll keep an eye on her before taking her to her bed. Does that sound cool?"

Kuroi yawned, making a small sound before he got up and then climbed on the small sofa next to the couch. Kibum grinned. Ever the most loyal companion, of course he would stay there. He shook his head as he took a seat beside Miyoung and after noticing the awkward position in which she was, he surrounded her shoulders with an arm and brought her towards him gently so she could support her head against his chest. She made a sound of displeasure but as if she had recognized who was holding her, maybe by the smell of his cologne, she snuggled closer to him and Kibum nuzzled her hair gently.

He had known her during one of his nights out with his model friends. They had taken him to this restaurant where you were supposed to stay in total darkness without knowing what you were eating or anything of the sort. One thing had led to another and Kibum had bumped against their waitress, which happened to be of Annaliese’s total like. He had been sent to research further into the girl’s life, and after a small talk after they had finished their dinner, he had made her laugh and they had exchanged numbers.

who cooks normally?: While Woobin doesn’t enjoy cooking, he attempts cooking most meals for them given her condition, but she refuses to allow herself to be the damsel in distress. Because of this, he orders her to carry out various tasks in the process—sharp knives being the only instrument with which he doesn’t allow her to touch out of fear he can’t seem to force down—in order to make her feel just as useful as any other person has the right to feel. Though he would be fine with cooking on his own, he understands her need for such a simple human experience, because he wants to be the one person who doesn’t make her feel incapable.

how often do they fight?: Too often. It’s almost unhealthy, but somehow it works for them. She’s too happy, and he’s too much of a self-loathing brood. When she gets mad at him for something, he’s quick to drown himself in guilt. In turn, when he’s mad at her for something, he buries it because he doesn’t believe anything she does is comparable to his mistakes. Due to this, their fights are usually about his lack of attention and lack of investment in the relationship due to his feelings of inadequacy. She exhausts herself with trying to convince him that he’s good enough, and he tries to convince himself he’s not creating problems that don’t actually exist. 

what do they do when they’re away from each other?: He sulks. He’s accustomed to her peppy antics, and while he doesn’t vocally admit it, she brings a certain energy to his day that he finds himself craving. And she worries. She wonders how he’s doing without her, and she secretly misses being told that she’s the heroine of his world.

nicknames for each other?:  He calls her KangaMi because she reminds him of a puppy (kangaji is puppy in Korean).

who is more likely to pay for dinner?:  He prefers to pay, but when she absolutely insists on contributing something, he takes advantage of her condition and makes it seem like she’s helped pay, though in reality he’s paid everything himself.

who steals the covers at night?:  Hands down, she does. And she looks too cute while bundled up in blankets for him to care.

what would they get each other for gifts?:  He would get her a piece of 3D art, likely a landscape made into something with tangible details so she can feel what the piece consists of and paint a picture of it in her head. She would attempt sweet and well thought out surprises that would leave him thankful that she can’t see him blush.

who remembers things?: She would remember the things like birthdays and anniversaries, all of the firsts they share and the like. He would remember her all of her responsibilities and relay her schedule to her each morning because she’s just a tad forgetful.

who cusses more?: He definitely does, but he finds it inexplicably adorable when words of those sort slip from her mouth.

what would they do if the other one was hurt?: He would be frozen with fear, but he would force himself to act quickly. Given his position as a doctor, he would be extremely careful in selecting the best doctor possible to help her, given that he would not be able to think clearly enough to make the best decisions for her. And she would be lost, would be panicked because she can’t see what kind of condition he’s in. And if he would be thankful for that, because he doesn’t want her to worry more than necessary, but he would explain to an extent to keep her imagination from picturing the worst.

who kissed who first?: She attempted the first kiss, and while she’s normally quite skilled with using her fingers to assess the points of a person’s face, her nerves have altered her calculations and landed her lips on the bridge of his nose.

who made the first move?: He did, and while he normally wouldn’t have, he felt comfortable knowing she couldn’t see his face, couldn’t read past what he allowed her to.