#mixofmuses

ryder’s fingers are twiddling with one of zane’s toys as he watched the toddler play with a few of them on the ground in their living room. zane grew looking more of max as time went on but he didn’t let it deter him from the love and family that was growing between maci and him. he knew it had been a lot of shuffling around, getting the school work in for her meant he did do quite a lot to ensure the loads were taken off of her shoulders. he didn’t want her stressed, of course. and there’s a little smile when he hears the door open, glad to see zane jump up from his toys and give an excited noise from him. he’s getting up himself and following after to meet the younger female near the door. ‘hey, sweetheart,’ he hums lowly, watching him with a curious but happy gaze. ‘was class okay?’

XANDER: ... I... know the sex of the baby. XANDER: do you want me tell you or do you wanna wait til my next appt. ?? XANDER: I know we were gonna wait and find out together but i just.. XANDER: I  just couldn’t help myself // @mixofmuses​

Christian wanted this to work out, but the thought of the female still having close contact with her ex was driving him crazy. He hated how paranoid he was becoming, and even though he believed her when she said nothing happened between them, the thoughts still forced their way into his mind. A defeated sigh fluttered past his lips as his fingers ran through his unruly locks. “I don’t want to walk away, Essie. I just can’t handle these paranoid thoughts anymore. It’s not so much you as it is your ex. I don’t trust him,” he explained as he knew that he shouldn’t be taking it out on the female, but he didn’t know what else to do. The male peered over at her once she confessed to quitting her job and took a hard look at her face to make sure that she was telling the truth before glancing down at the ground. “I appreciate you doing that, really. You didn’t have to quit your job though,” Christian said as he began feeling guilty. 

“you need to stop fucking trippin’” boxing had been jeremiah’s life. it was all he ever knew. he started when he was a child and never really stopped. what made things better was how good he was. in fact, if you asked jeremiah he’d tell you that’s the only thing he’s good at. “i’m really not gonna stop. i get it-- you’re scared but i’m not going to stop fighting because it’s violent or i’m hurt or my face gets fucked up. if you can’t take it then. . . i don’t konw what to tell you.” reccently the duo had been aruging a lot over his choice to contiue boxing despite his bad loss. in all of his life he never gotten beat so bad, but that’s what was fueling him to come back. // @mixofmuses​​

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