#misunderstanding?

Yooooooo I'm really truly not trying to debate with anyone. That's why I keep skipping post...that's why I m reblogging stuff I agree with even if having to include portions that I don't agree with. Because debating or going back and forth with someone takes energy - energy I don't currently have. And these topics are serious so I don't plan on half assing them either.

So while I understand that shit is in text so the message may be lost in context but when I say This post is a reminder to come back to the debate that's not me trying to subtly open the floor for said debate 😒. So I don't need y'all replying or messaging me about how it must be taken this way and this way only otherwise it absolutely means such and such.

First of all some of y'all need to learn to use your I's! I feel, I think, I believe....Because ain't no statics on this shit so you don't have no rights to speak over someone else or encroach on their beliefs, thoughts or opinions.

Genre: Angst/....? Pairing: ReaderxYoongi Part 3/? Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Part 6

What is this?

Who is she?

But most importantly... why is she with M Y boyfriend? I cannot move and blankly stare at the scene happening infront of my eyes. After 30 seconds,which felt like forever, I awake from that trance and slowly make my way backwards to the door not looking away once. Is this a dream? Is this really happening? I must be sleeping, right? This cannot be reality. Suddenly I hear the girl mumble something and I stop at the spot afraid that she will wake up for real. She moves closer to Yoongi who only groans and puts his arm even tighter around the unknown girl. My heart aches and a single tear is rolling down my cheek. Seeing my boyfriend like this with a girl I don't know is too much for me. I turn around and leave his room as fast as I can. I stop in the hallway. What should I do now? Wake him up? Ask him what all of this means? No. I cannot face him right now, this betrayal is too much for me. The air around me gets heavier and heavier and my tears won't stop coming. I can't breath proberly. I need to get out of here. With that thought in mind I walk towards the entrance, open it and run out slamming the door behind me. Did this really happen? Is my boyfriend cheating on me?

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Having sent the message I put my phone back down on my lap. I hate lying to Hobi but I just need some time to myself and I don't want him to worry too much. I went to the park close by the dorm since I cannot walk back home in my current situation: in slippers, no keys, puffy eyes and not really able to see properly since I am crying nonstop. Thinking about what I saw I start sobbing again. It really is not a dream right? My boyfriend, Min Yoongi, is really cheating on me?

Genre: Angst/….? Pairing: ReaderxYoongi Part 4/? Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 

My boyfriend of 3 years is cheating on me with a stranger and as if that was not enough he lied to me about our date. Work he said. Yes, working hard on your physical condition. I never would have thought that this could happen to me. Everyone told me how lucky I was to have such a sweet boyfriend who sends me flowers to work, brings me on beautiful dates and writes me songs. But it seems like that was not the real Yoongi... Why is this so bitter? What did i do to deserve this? Sitting on the bench I cannot stop thinking about this and cry endlessly. Thousands of questions are flowing in my mind. What if he has an explanation for all of this? What if that girl is family and I just never met her before? What if it is just a misunderstanding? What if it is not? What if I am the crazy girlfriend who overreacts again? Maybe I should talk to him first before having this kind of conclusions? I mean it is Min Yoongi after all he would never do this... Right?

All those What ifs make me feel dizzy. What am I supposed to do now? I feel my phone buzzing in my hands. I look up and check my phone. 03:16AM: a lot of missed calls and some messages by Hoseok. Of course. He wouldn’t  believe me. He just knows me too well, I never did this before. I should write him back or else he will go crazy and I don't want him to worry too much. He doesn’t deserve this. I unlock my phone and I see messages and calls from Yoongi as well. Seems like he found out what happened and knows now? Seeing his name on my screen reminds me of the scene I just witnessed. Now I really don't feel like answering anymore. I look up to the sky and a single tear rolls down my face the moonlight shining on my face. Is this how all of it will end? Just like that without a warning, without a chance to recover? After staring at the sky for way to long my tears stopped and the cold wind dried them on my face. What a wonderful spring day it could have been after such a lonely night. But my hopes got crashed. My phone starts buzzing again and this time I decide to read the messages I got from Hoseok.

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I made him worry so much after practice. I sure don't deserve him as my best friend. I should make sure to write him back. Or should I just go back to the dorms get my stuff and leave? But chances are high to meet Yoongi.. I look at my messages and see Yoongis name popping up again. I want to know what he says but I kind of don’t want to know too. My curiosity wins. .

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As I am reading his messages my thoughts just scatter all over the place. 

'UGH, this is so frustating!' What can I do right now? I really don’t want to see him but what if I just understood everything wrong?  I need to face him anyway right? And I need my keys to go home as well. I get up from the bench and turn around making my way back to the dorm.  What should I say when I see him? What if he really is cheating on me? But on the other side... what if he is not?  After walking for a short time I stop. Did I overreact? ‘God, I can’t even feel my legs anymore.. how long was I sitting here for? Am I a kid? Ugh.. I am so dumb’ But even if I did overreact who was that girl in his arms? Why was she there sleeping in HIS bed with MY boyfriend and using MY slippers? So many questions but no answers. I take out my phone to keep reading the messages. Wow. Perfect. MY battery died. Even this fits my shitty situation right now. ‘What did I do to deserve this?’ I whisper to myself. A cold shiver runs through my whole body as I continue walking. I should have worn my shoes for gods sake. It's so cold. 

Note to myself:

Never run off again with slippers on.

'Y/N!'

Friend: (sends me hentai)

Me: k

few minutes later

Friend: you did this to me too.

Friend: (sends the pic up there)

Me: wait, so you sent me the hentai pic, with all your heart and soul? 

Me: PFF-