*scampers into your inbox* Saw you've been getting into Madoka and I just wanted to say, if you're interested, while a lot of side material for madoka magica (including side story) can be a bit much to chew on, one I would highly recommend checking out just because of how tightly it ties into the original series is the manga Different Story.
It focuses on fleshing out Mami and Kyoko, having them as the protagonists and exploring their pasts, including Mami and Kyoko having a mentor/mentee relationship when Kyoko was newly contracted. Like the name suggests it's also a different timeline, one where Mami didn't die in episode 3 because Sayaka makes a contract much sooner and is there to aid Mami.
I say it ties really well into the main series because there's a fair bit in the anime that implies Mami and Kyoko knew each in the past and were close. Mami reprimanding Sayaka in episode 2 for the idea of making a wish for someone else, telling her to take serious thought about what the person she's making the wish for actually wants. Getting weirdly personal about it when we know Mami never made that kind of wish, and Sayaka pointing out how harsh she's being. Because Mami knew Kyoko and saw how her wish made for her father backfired on her and destroyed her family! Saw her how that made her more jaded and cruel! And doesn't want that to happen again with Sayaka!
And Kyoko reacting strongly to Sayaka saying "Mami's gone because of magical girls like you!"/"...okay. That really pisses me off!". Like Kyoko was just gonna leave at that point during their first confrontation. She beat Sayaka up to send a message and told her to cool off. But then Sayaka says *that* and suddenly the fight gets waaaaay more personal for her and she's out to kill Sayaka instead until Homura intervenes. Because Mami was her mentor in the past! And seeing another magical girl with a strong sense of justice who idolizes Mami as the perfect magical girl reminds her of her past self! And she left Mami! She abandoned her! And now she's dead! So that hits a reaaaal sore spot for Kyoko. (...and she came back to Mitakihara after Mami's death to take care of her territory for her. She felt she still owed her.)
As well as Mami's need to present herself as the perfect mentor figure to Madoka and Sayaka. Because if she doesn't, she'll end up alone again. They'll leave her, just like Kyoko did. And with Mami alive past episode 3, Sayaka's idolization of Mami as the perfect magical girl of justice gets kind of interesting because, well, it's much easier to idolize a dead matyr than a living girl. And there's no way for Mami to live up to that image, especially when the realities of being a magical girl settle in for Sayaka and she starts spiralling like in every timeline.
idk it's just after reading Different Story it makes a lot of little things about Mami and Kyoko's characters hit a lot harder and felt like it adds a lot to the story and world while fleshing out two characters who don't get as much time to shine as Madoka/Homura/Sayaka do. I feel like you'd enjoy it. (it's two volumes, not especially long tbh, you could probably read it in a day or two)
(unlike Homura/Madoka and Sayaka/Kyoko, Mami and Kyoko's relationship is less yuri and more... Complicated siblings/turned rivals kind of relationship. Somewhere between Ruby/Yang and Vi/Jinx)
ooooohhhhhh I'll definitely read this. I think Mami and Kyoko are such an interesting pair bc they're kind of...inverses to one another. The selfish wish that leads to martyrdom and the selfless wish that leads to isolation.
I think Mami in particular is so wonderful, for how little we get of her in the series. She obviously regrets her wish bc of how her snap decision to save herself just led to further isolation. She keeps trying to ease her guilt and loneliness by helping other magical girls, but whether because of her fear of abandonment brought on by the loss of her family, or the knowledge that what she's doing stems from a (very valid) selfish desire to not be alone, she can never truly bring herself to open up. And it probably warped her perception of the other girls too (hence the above panel). "I am selfish and only think about easing my own pain, so they must be the same. We're all using each other."
I think that's why the knowledge that magical girls are fated to be witches hits her so hard she goes all murder-suicide. The one thing she's been using as a coping mechanism has only doomed her and others she's mentored.
(side note, it's so fun to hear Kyubey mention to Madoka and Sayaka that he's never had girls wait this long to wish for something and contrast that against Mami. Like yeah buddy, I'm sure it's a complete surprise to you that the girl dying in a car wreck was faster to make a contract.)

















