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hi! I love your metas and utena is one of my favourite series so I'm so happy you got around to watching it! what are some of your favourites themes/characters from it? are you planning to make some other analysis posts about it? I'd love to hear some more of your thoughts on this wonderful anime!
Hi!
I would love to write more for the series. Feel free to send me asks about what you want me to cover. Asks are truly helpful to motivate analysis ahah. I will warn you that I am slow, so I may take a while before I answer :''')
Anyway, as for your questions.
Favorite themes
All of them honestly. I think RGU succeeds at basically everything it sets up to explore and it is to this day an incredibly powerful and original series for the way it tackles many difficult themes.
My three favorites are probably these:
1- You can't save people, but people save themselves. My favorite twist is that the Prince did not save Utena, but Utena saved herself. This idea is re-affirmed in the ending, when Utena can't save Anthy, but Anthy herself can. It is also something re-affirmed throughout the whole series. You can be helped (and frankly sometimes you need help), but overall you have to grow up and save yourself on your own. Something must click into you. This is why Akio who keeps on relying on others' pain to feel "big" will never grow up.
2- The way growing up is portrayed in general is great. Many times when characters grow up it is portrayed as a triumphant moment. However, RGU shows it for what it is: painful. Sure, Anthy's growth in the final scene is wonderful and inspiring and triumphant. However, Anthy is also a victim of horrid abuse that finally realizes she does not have to be. When it comes to other characters that come from (relatively) less traumatic childhoods the realization is harsh as hell. Like, Nanami grows up when she starts desperately crying and saying that she is just vermin. Utena grows up when she melancholy says she is not a prince. That is because there is pain in giving up on childhood dreams. Children are often a little narcissistic, after all. It is actually natural. However, to grow up means to realize you ain't that special. You are just a person, like others. This can be painful, but it is ultimately also healthy and freeing.
3- Victims. The way the series deals with abuse is JUST GREAT. It is probably one of the best depiction of the cycle of abuse ever. That is because it shows how abuse is often invisible. Akio has been literally manipulating and raping Anthy for years and nobody knows. All people see is that Anthy is SO gloomy and weird, oh my god! Nobody stops to investigate why she is this way. When Nanami and Utena finally see Akio raping Anthy it ultimately changes nothing for Anthy. That is because both Nanami and Utena are lonely kids themselves. They do not have the instruments to fully understand what is going on. They do not have trusty adults they can report Akio to. I think Nanami seeing the whole thing and being traumatized and unable to properly understand it or address it is one of the most powerful scenes of the series. And I love that once Utena sees the same thing she basically reacts just like Nanami. After all, the point is that Utena is a kid too. Akio is in general a WONDERFUL depiction of an abuser. The way he is charming and liked and rapes Utena, but Utena herself does not even understand what is happening. Like, the dude is literally introduced doing sexual activities with a student, but he acts so normal about it Utena immediately normalizes it. After all, Kanae is his fiancee, so it is normal for them to be intimate, right? Ugh. Another great thing is the deconstruction of "good victim" and "bad victim". Anthy and Touga start as the good victim and bad victim only for later on to be revealed they were both accomplices of Akio. They both spend time in the rose garden "grooming roses" (aka manipulating the other kids in the cycle). And yet, they are both shown empathy and both of them are saved. I also personally find heart-breaking the depiction of characters like Utena and Saionji who love Anthy and Touga deeply to the point they re-enter the cycle and put themselves in danger to protect their loved ones. There is something beautiful and heartbreaking about a vulnerable and scared kid being brave for another vulnerable and scared kid.
Favorite Characters
The order keeps on changing, so have them in no particular order.
These two queens. Utena and Anthy are both great because of the deconstruction they go through in the final arc of the anime. Utena starts as the badass prince and Anthy as the victimized poor princess. The final arc shows how much more complex they are.
Utena is not a badass hero, but a groomed victim, which is being manipulated by an adult and by the girl she clearly has feelings for. She is a kid, so she is superficial and naive and struggles to understand others. She sees the world through a simplistic lens. And yet, she never loses her drive nor the desire to help others and this leaves a huge impact on the people around her. The coronation of her arc being her realization she herself has been "using" Anthy to an extent to feel "good" and "noble" is great, as it is her still wanting to help Anthy, despite Anthy's betrayal.
Anthy is a victim, but she is not a helpless princess. She is a girl turned into a witch and forced to do horrible crimes. Everyone mistreats Anthy and Anthy lashes out at everyone. She manipulates all the other kids into Akio's trap, poisons people and plays the part of the princess even if she knows the only person she truly cares about will end up in her same nightmare. Finally, she stabs Utena who has been fighting for her the whole time in the back. And yet, the story tells us she does not deserve abuse. She does not deserve all the pain, she is a victim, she needs help. And at the same time she is her own person and she can save herself.
These two idiots. I have a HUGE soft spot for Saionji and Touga, as disastrous as they are. I love that they are introduced as these two big assholes only to be revealed as two kids, whose desire to be heroes and to help others has been hijacked and twisted by an abuser.
Touga is heartbreaking and another great representation of a bad victim. He is being groomed by Akio to become like him. At the very beginning of the story he is sure he is bound to become like Akio. So, he manipulates and pushes Saionji away. At the same time, he makes use of Nanami's feelings for him in his schemes. He lashes out against his loved ones so badly and... in the end his loved ones still love him deeply. Saionji and Nanami both understand what Touga has been going through to an extent and choose to stay by his side. I love their little trio at the end.
Saionji is great because he is genuinely unbearable when he tries to play "the part of the big bad man". And yet, once he drops the mask he is revealed as very sensitive, childish and sweet. He is able to read through Touga perfectly by the end and chooses to support him, even if it is dangerous. Their relationship warms my heart. Moreover, I love toxic masculine characters that have to integrate their feminine part.
NANAMI IS MY SPECIAL LITTLE GIRL! I genuinely adore her and I have had a HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE SOFT SPOT for her since the very beginning (just ask @hamliet :P). She is just kid Regina George, how can I hate her? She is very similar to Cordelia in Buffy in how she is an alpha bitch, but the narrative turns her into a butt-monkey, so she is impossible to dislike.
Anyway, I love very childish characters that by the end become wiser than everyone else. Nanami checks. She starts as Touga's annoying little sister and ends the story as her own person. I love how the series explores her bond with Touga and how she is building her identity on his. I love how it is shown their bond is 100% platonic and how her obsession for her brother stemmed from childishness. I really see Nanami as the 3rd main character tbh (not counting Akio as a MC, but as a villain). She is the only character who completes her growth outside of Anthy and Utena, after all. Moreover, she receives more individual episodes than everyone else. Overall she is just very very complex and I adore characters that are flawed in a not sanitized way and get to face their ugly flaws and overcome them. Plus, let's be real... the girl HAS STYLE... ALL HER CLOTHES ARE 100%. Honestly, if I were to write an individual analysis, I think she is the character I would love to go and make a deep dive into.
Thank you for the ask!
If Kanae had remained alive until the end of the series, do you think Akio would have used her as the new Rose Bride after Anthy left? And if that were the case, would Kanae have allowed it?
There's a really interesting theory about Kanae that I've seen from some Tumblr users. The theory suggests that Kanae was a former duelist who was possibly the winner of all the duels before the events shown in the series, and I'd like to know what you think about it. Here's a short post that gives some hints about this theory: https://www.tumblr.com/anthycoded/745253794824224768/of-course-the-ep13-shadow-play-is-directly-about
Hi!
First of all, I will say I am mostly interested in reading the whole duel system as a metaphor for the cycle of abuse vs the process of growing up. By this I mean I am not super interested in understanding how the powers work or anything too much world-building related 'cause I think that is not the point of the series (everything is willingly left very vague and surreal). All of this to say this is the lens I will use to answer you.
Ask 1 - It may have been possible, but personally I think it would not have happened. The point of Akio and Anthy's relationship is that it is toxic and co-dependent. It is not just Anthy who is initially dependent on Akio, but Akio himself psychologically depends on Anthy. This means that:
Symbolically, Anthy is meant to have for Akio a power nobody else has. This is why only she can be Akio's rose bride.
Psychologically, Akio is parasitic to Anthy and depends on her. He feels strong and wise and adult because he can abuse Anthy and through her other kids. Now, an abuser can definitely find a new victim, but:
A) It would not work thematically - the whole point is that symbolically Anthy leaving means the cycle is broken. Akio won't be able to re-create the system of duels without Anthy as his accomplice. Similarly, the other kids in the student council are all growing up and making themselves more independent from Akio's toxic influence. (Especially Touga aka Akio's other main victim).
B) If Akio were to choose another victim to replace Anthy I am not sure he would choose Kanae. Long story short, Akio is not interested enough in Kanae. Throughout the story Akio focuses mostly on three people: Anthy, Utena and Touga. The implication is that they are his "favorites". His court of Kanae is instead linked to the idea of getting a hold of Ohtori Academy. There is also the fact Kanae is already 18. The implication of Akio getting rid of her when she is becoming an adult ties into him being attracted only by kids.
C) Despite all of this, if for some reason Akio were to choose Kanae as his next "main victim", I think Kanae might not be able to escape him. I say this for the simple reason that in the series she in fact fails to escape him. She stays a victim of her mom and Akio until the very end. Like, it is obvious that she does not really love Akio nor is particularly happy to marry him. Still, she goes along with what her parents tell her, which makes so she is unable to grow up and become her own person.
Ask 2- I think it is an interesting theory, but personally I disagree with it.
1- The "lilies" reference happens in episode 13, while Kanae's episode is 14. So, I don't think it relates to her. The person the shadows are talking about is Utena. Moreover, I read a translator note that explained what the shadows are saying is part of a saying. Here is what that translation note says:
"Standing, she is like a (herbaceous) peony; sitting, she is like a (tree) peony; and walking she is like a lily."
It's a stock phrase to describe such a radiant beauty that every movement adds to her charms.
In context, it means that Utena overcame the first cycle of duels and left them looking as beautiful as a lily. However, she will be asked to come back to the arena to start a new cycle soon. As for why there are lilies in Kanae's duel, I can think of two reasons:
Since Kanae's duel is the very first of the second cycle, the lilies may be a symbol of the new cycle starting. Utena left the first cycle as a lily and she is now starting a second journey.
The lilies may foreshadow Kanae's death since they are flowers very commonly used at funerals. Kanae deep down knows she is in danger, but she can't act on this unconscious realization.
2- I don't think it makes sense thematically (nor plot-wise). The cycle of duels is both "growing up" and "the cycle of abuse". This means that leaving it means to both be done growing up and freeing one-self from abuse. For example, Nanami leaves the moment she grows and realizes she does not want to be a prisoner of the cycle of violence anymore. The same goes for Utena and Anthy. If Kanae truly were a duelist in the cycle started by Akio, but managed to leave, then... why is she still Akio's girlfriend? Why is she still a trapped child? Why isn't she wiser and more conscious of the danger she is in? Like, the more the kids fight, the more they grow up. If Kanae truly was a "previous winner" she should be far ahead than everyone else, but she is one of the most helpless characters. There is also the fact that... there is really no winner of the tournament tbh. That is the point of the series. There are no princes, nor princesses and the whole thing is manufactured by Akio. The point is that the kids can never truly leave the cycle nor Ohtori Academy:
Akio: The students of this academy are all free, have a love of learning, and above all, do not fight. Right? Utena: I hope it always stays that way. Kanae: Nothing bad ever happens at Ohtori Academy.
Ohtori Academy is a twisted Neverland. In the conversation above both Utena and Kanae are victims of Akio's lies and illusion.
Sure, you could argue that Kanae is a previous Utena aka she won all the duels and became Akio's "princess" for a while. However, she is now too old and Akio is thinking of discarding her. Still, I doubt it since it is implied nobody before Utena came close to complete the whole process. Moreover, the context around Kanae's relationship with Akio is clear enough. Akio seduced Kanae's mom and charmed her father to become their "heir". Then he and Anthy proceeded to poison Kanae's father and kept preying on Kanae to secure Akio's power at Ohtori.
Thank you for the asks!
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hi kate! do you have any favorite quotes from btvs? and also do you maybe know of any books similar to peter pan or poems that handle the subject of growing up in general? i've been thinking about it a lot lately and getting pretty emotional. im itching to read something but have no idea where i should start looking! i really enjoyed peter pan. love you & hope you're doing well
Hi! Thank you for your kindness <3
There are a few!
Buffy to Dawn: The hardest thing in this world is to live in it. So be brave. Live. (Season 5, "The Gift")
Love this quote. It's also why Buffy dying in season 5 could never have stayed permanent.
Spike to Buffy: A hundred plus years, and there's only one thing I've ever been sure of. You. Hey, look at me. I'm not asking you for anything. When I say I love you, it's not because I want you, or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly who you are. You're a hell of a woman. You're the one, Buffy (Season 7, Touched)
It's a beautiful declaration of love.
Buffy: Was it sudden? Tara: What? Buffy: Your mother. Tara: No. And yes. It's always sudden. (Season 5, The Body)
Having lost a parent in a way that was theoretically a long illness but also very sudden, this hits home. You're never ready.
Anya: But I don’t understand! I don’t understand how this all happens. How we go through this. I mean, I knew her, and then she’s, there’s just a body, and I don’t understand why she just can’t get back in it and not be dead anymore! It’s stupid! It’s mortal and stupid! And, and Xander’s crying and not talking, and, and I was having fruit punch, and I thought, well Joyce will never have any more fruit punch, ever, and she’ll never have eggs, or yawn or brush her hair, not ever, and no one will explain to me why! (Season 5, The Body)
The Body is honestly one of the best episodes of television ever, and she's getting at the true absurdity that is death, and grief, and how none of it makes any sense. Death is the most natural thing in the world, the only universal human experience (even birth isn't universal as babies die in the process of being born). But it only takes one close experience of death to know how unnatural it is.
Giles: You mean life? Buffy: Yeah. Does it get easy? Giles: What do you want me to say? Buffy: Lie to me. Giles: Yes, it's terribly simple. The good guys are always stalwart and true, the bad guys are easily distinguished by their pointy horns or black hats, and, uh, we always defeat them and save the day. No one ever dies, and everybody lives happily ever after. Buffy: Liar. (Season 3, Lie to Me)
Another great episode with poignant lines that address the reality of growing up, and the way you start to realize it's not so simple.
Giles: To forgive is an act of compassion, Buffy. It's not done because people deserve it, it's done because they need it (Season 2, I Only Have Eyes For You).
In a world where forgiveness is seen as a weapon by both pro and anti forgiveness people, Giles' sentiment here is powerful and needed.
Buffy to Angel: Strong is fighting! It’s hard, and its painful, and it’s every day. It’s what we have to do. And we can do it together. (Season 3, Amends)
I don't even ship Bangel very much but I love their whole conversation in Amends.
Angel: Buffy, you know, I'm still figuring things out. There's a lot I don't understand... But I do know it's important to keep fighting. I learned that from you. Buffy: But we never... Angel: We never win. Buffy: Not completely. Angel: We never will. That's not why we fight. We do it 'cause there's things worth fighting for. (Season 3, Gingerbread)
Therein lies the message of Buffy, and of growing up. You will never truly "arrive." You will always have to be fighting for something. That's part of being alive.
It's hard, but worth it.
Hmmm, there are a lot of bildungsoramen (coming of age) books... if you liked Peter Pan, thinking more classically, The Secret Garden, Little Women, To Kill a Mockingbird, Anne of Green Gables would be good. And The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, and Howl's Moving Castle (the film and the book, which are different but both are great).

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The Mistake
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Clean It Up! and Bad With Us are at their cores two joke songs. That said, they can be interesting to compare in the context of Charlie and Vox's foiling:
Clean It Up! and Bad With Us are two attempts Charlie and Vox make to win over the public thanks to medias.
On the one hand Charlie does an interview with Katie Killjoy to best VoxTek and clear her reputation:
Charlie: I feel like if I explain myself on live television, then they won't be able to edit it like that video! You know I did not strike Velvette with an open fist.
On the other hand Vox uses newspapers and TV to spread the news about his victory against Alastor, so that he can impress the other Overlords:
So, the two songs convey Charlie and Vox's communication skills and the way they (mis-)use both medias and their loved ones in their respective campaigns.
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