#missing you again

I had these tucked away on the laptop. Found them when I was cleaning it out. I remember saving them when he was on my mind. Gotta watch crushes though. The idolization and result of which is found in its name. More thoughts later.

that I am proud of you for all you do. I want to feel like my stupid silly sticker messages do something more than just being silly stupid little sticker messages. I want them to show you I am thinking about you when I feel I have repeated my I love yous too many times in a few hours.

I want to show you I am thinking about you & I have nothing but love for you because whenever you cross my mind my heart goes soft & it’s been hurt more times than I can count. Many in our relationship together, yours too am sure, but no matter what we go through, the pain faiths and only love remains like I told you it would, because I truly love you unconditionally & will continue to do so for as long as I can.

I hope you get home safely & get to sleep well. Before work tomorrow

Ye sach Hai fir bhi ye sach to nahi,

Gar ye sach nhi to sach Kya Hai,

Kese maan lu k nahi ho tum

Yahi ho tum, har kahi ho tum

Tum

Bekhof se tum

Nadan se tum

Azad panchi ki udan se tum

Tum

Meri shaksiyat k har hisse me tum ho,

Meri kahanio k har kisse me ho tum..

Tum ho mere shabdo me,

Meri awaz me ho tum...

Meri hasi me tum hi dikhte ho ,

Ansoo bankar bhi tum hi to girte ho

Tum ho Meri ibadat me,

Meri shikayat me ho tum..

Tum

Koi apse se tum

Khubsurat sapne se tum

Tum

Chupe ho tum hi uljhi hath ki lakiro me,

Mere Dil ki deewaro par chape ho tum..

Us kitab ke panno me tum ho,

Is Kalam ki syahi me ho tum...

Mere gusse me tum hi ubalte ho,

Meri befikri me machalte ho tum...

Is geet ke shabdo me tum ho,

Us gazal k andaz m ho tum...

Hawa banke barbas mujhe choote tum hi ho,

Banke Pani barisho ka mujhe bhigote ho tum

Tum

Behis se tum

Kuch besharm se tum

Kese maan lu k nahi ho tum

Yahi ho tum

Har kahi ho tum

Tum hi tum