#missing scenes verse

He'd put it on random at first. He didn't care where he went so long as it wasn't New York or London. Or Earth. It was best just to steer clear of that entire solar system. He landed at an intergalactic bar the first time around. Timelords couldn't usually be affected by alcohol. But take something with ginger first and it worked just fine.

He knew River wouldn't approve, but what did it matter, she was gone. They were all gone. Amy and Rory were dead. Living their lives in the past but for all intents and purposes, dead. River was off to the library and he'd never see her again. So screw what they might think. They were gone and he was alone.

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He'd taken two bottles back onto the Tardis and managed to plot a course back into the vortex. He wasn't sure what he actually had. One was black, the other; a bright purple. It tasted sweet, like liquified jelly babies. The black one was bitter and strong. Despite the disapproval he felt from the Tardis, he continued to drink.

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The second place was a planet with a green sky and yellow grass. They were being terrorised by an Overlord who was working with evil robots. Or robots working with an evil Overland. In the end it didn't matter. Because despite his best efforts, a lot of people ended up dying. It was like it didn't matter how much he tried, he always failed in the end.

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He didn't remembered the third place, because he didn't go outside. He ventured deep into the Tardis, clad in only a pair of tardis blue pyajamas and a ratty dressing gown. There were no sounds of laughter coming from the Library or swimming pool. No signs on the doors telling him to knock. No premade fish fingers and custard sitting on a kitchen bench.

No Amy, no Rory and no River. No Ponds at all. 

Was his life always doomed to be this way? Pick up a companion, show them the universe and then they leave. Sometimes by choice, sometimes against their will and sometimes...sometimes they died. And it was his fault, he knew that. But he'd known Amy and Rory since the start of his regeneration.

He'd known them for 300 plus years. He thought he'd finally found a family again.And then with River, here was a fellow time lord. Well..lady. Well..part time lord. But she could regenerate and she was so, so smart. 

They made him feel loved when he felt he couldn't be, didn't deserve to be; anymore. It had been so long since he'd had a family, he'd forgotton what it was like. And now he knew and the pain was all too raw. 

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He didn't know when the last time he ate was. He wasn't even sure where he was or how long he'd been there. When he wandered the Tardis it was like he wasn't even in control of his legs. Wherever he was now it was comfortable.

He might stay here for awhile.

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It had beeen many days, weeks and probably months since he'd made the decision to stay. And he was incredibly bored. He was bored on a whole new level, it was probably a record. If he had to pick a number from 1-10 it would be 37. And to make things worse, he was very hungry. His stomach was not only growling, it was snarling and gnashing it's teeth.

The timelord was lying upside down in the middle of the couch, a pen behind one ear, a sharpie behind the other and an eraser in his mouth. He was trying to draw a picture of the Tardis in the Medusa Cascade but it looked a bit odd from his perspective. He was clad only in his trousers, a white shirt and bright red braces. Of course he had a spectacular bowtie to match.

Deciding that this drawing was going nowhere fast, he attempted to right himself, only suceeding in falling, crashing into the coffee table and almost swallowing the rubber. 

Basically any scene set before, after or during an episode that was not seen on screen. Or wouldn't have. Because it's either too dark, or not child friendly or whatever.

Examples:

• The Dark Times. The Four years of the Doctor's retirement in Victorian London. And/or the times before that but after TATM.

• Christmas with the Ponds post TDTWANDTW.

• Adventures with River mentioned but not seen.

• The Time between losing Ganger Amy and finding real Amy, with Rory and the Doctor.

• The Doctors year of staying with the Ponds. 

• Anything else that fits.