#mishgasm

SKDJLFMDS[SDKFJ I know!!!! we all went to the bar she works at to watch it live and I cried so hard jesus fuck I'm SO proud of her ksjlm[sa;fdkj :'))))))

[aggressively pulls you into a hug] ♥

aww thank you so very much hun!! :DD <3333

you tell me why you are so perfect and kind omg asdfdgsda

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It's a clown show. omg clown is so hard to explain, it's not like... silliness and throwing pies and stuff lol it's actually really interesting. We've been studying clown for the entire semester and it's essentially a method of acting that pretty much turns off thing in the back of your head that tells you to not do stuff because it's not socially acceptable or whatever, and react to things purely based on instinct and intuition. Everyone's clown is different, and we're in groups of 3 where we have to perform a scene that we made ourselves, but when you're in clown you never really know how your clown is going to interpret the script (and there's no dialogue, we all speak in gibberish). It's reeeeeally hard to explain but my group is doing a blow-dart act where one clown has to pop a balloon with a blow dart, and by the end of it my clown gets shot with the blow dart and I start bleeding out on stage. One of the big premises in clown is to connect with your audience and bring them through the entire range of human emotion - all the way up and all the way down. It's really intense but I lovelovelove it. 

ah thank youu! I'm back now it was really good :DDD We're doing our show on Tuesday omg I'm so excited skjdhfkjs