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Life is weird because I actually want kids now. After losing a child that was just 6 weeks old, it hurt me so bad that I feel different and I want a child now. I can't wait to be in a good spot in life and have a healthy, happy baby with my healthy, happy self and hopefully someone I love deeply.
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Big out-of-the-blue grief attack.... Was not expecting that, it just came out of left field.
So, i was a mother for 8 weeks and 3 days
.........the end
June 30, 2018
Baby Dot
I have no one to tell... cause I don’t want to deal with people being horrible. But as a way of coping with the loss I had this year. I have given my baby a name.
I’ve chosen Dot. Cause sweet thing was only a Dot. And it just feels nice to have something 💛
one thing that hurts the most about this whole experience, is just not being able to really talk about the pain of the experience... not being able to say that every time I see something about children my heart gets twisted into a knot and I have to fight back tears. That I feel guilty for it cause I wasn’t careful enough and started taking a pill deliberately with the horrible hope that I might kill anything that had been planted. And look where that got me...
There are just some days it aches to miss a my small human that didn't even get the chance be a person. Rip my precious baby 💔
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Vicariously living through all my pregnant friends since I lost my baby and if I'm not overwhelming excited for them, I am overwhelmingly depressed. Not so fun fact, had I not had a miscarriage my baby would've been born just a couple of weeks ago.
Life is twisted
They would have been starting 1st grade. They would have been turning 6. They're not even here and yet I still feel old. ♥S.A.M.&J.A.M♥
I love and miss all of my lost angel babies and always wonder what they would’ve looked like... What kind of personalities they would’ve had... If they would’ve had my nose or their daddy’s amazing eyes....
