#miscaraige

"When we got engaged we were so excited with the thought of starting a family. With that idea in mind, we were blessed with the unexpected surprise pregnancy. We were so happy and thrilled, little did we know just a week later we lost our little surprise. Our first loss was very hard to take and we didn’t know if we were ever going to get past this hurt. We knew God had a plan. After a while, we found out we were pregnant once again! We got more excited than last time and even more excited when I carried further along than the last pregnancy. I was 7 weeks and 3 days along when I started to have a miscarriage. I woke up in the middle of the night with horrible cramping and bleeding. We were devastated. Not really knowing what was going on, my husband took me to the ER and our worst fears were realized I had lost my second little baby. I dont know how we got through our sadness and hurt, but God somehow got us through it. Here we are, almost a year later and we have gone through a third miscarriage. This one has been the hardest to deal with. Just two weeks before we heard a heartbeat and saw our precious baby. We had a check up and again, our worst fear, no heartbeat. It was devastating, how could this happen? What could I have done to prevent this? We had decided that a D&C surgery was the way we wanted to go. So the surgery can and went and we began to heal and try to move on. God gave us the peace to handle and cope with our sadness. God has sent us a wonderful lady in a program just for this type of loss. We thank God everyday for our little angels up in heaven. There is never a day that we dont get sad about it but we know that they are happy and healthy with God.