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Yes that thingy, thanks, I’m sure you regret that rn.

9. our characters switch bodies

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well first off, wow. i love your cute face, and your chipmunk cheeks. i love how you smile so big your eyes disappear, i love watching your lips when you sing because i find it amusing and i get all starstruck for a second. i love how good you look in yellow, i love how fluffy your hair is and i love it when it gets matted to your head when you’re all sweaty from dancing so.. wholeheartedly. i love how you don’t always fit in your jeans because you have big thighs which are my favorite, and i love how your arms wrap around me. i love how you always grip onto my shirt when we kiss and how your hands always slip up my shirt and trace my skin so.. naturally. like it’s a completely normal thing and you don’t even think twice, and maybe it is a normal thing, but it feels like so much more. i love your voice, singing and talking, screaming and moaning— even though you sound like your balls haven’t dropped yet. i love how you dance so fluidly and how everyone is unable to take their eyes off of you when you move. i love the glimmer in your eyes, and how precious you look when you’re asleep. i love the piercings on your ears and how passionate you are. i love your face when you’re concentrating, and i love seeing your face light up whenever you’re happy about something. i love your smile when you look at me, i love the things i feel when i see it. i love all of the things that you do and i love every part of you. ( i just rhymed, can you tell that im a rapper ) 

you and i both have imperfections and there is no doubt about that. people call others perfect, and others say perfect doesn’t exist and i feel that both of those people are wrong. it isn’t the person that’s perfect, and it isn’t that ‘perfect’ doesn’t exist. perfect is an adjective and many people use it to describe things or people they like. perfect is.. an opinion. my opinion of perfect? i believe that many people seem to not notice the most.. perfect things to.. practically everyone. the most perfect thing to me, is, that even though we both have flaws, we both love each other as if those flaws didn’t exist. because in our minds, they really don’t exist. we don’t notice them because we love each other too much to focus on the parts we’re most self conscious of. 

we don’t get the most amount of time together anymore, mostly because i end up bombarded with people or work, or because my sleeping schedule is completely fucked. im sorry about that and i do plan on making it up to you. i make tons of plans and a lot of the time things interrupt them and i really apologize for that. but please do not worry. i don’t ever plan on leaving your side, so just be patient with me because i am wanting to do a lot of things with you. and i will. we will. i just need a bit of time to get things together. i want to come up with good ideas, i don’t want to do something so simple and unoriginal, and something cliche. unfortunately im just a bit slow with coming up with ideas that i personally think are good. but i do know that you’d be happy with no matter what i did because i know that just the thought in general makes you happy. i am very behind on so many things, and there are so many things i have yet to do for you and with you, but i promise, that we will do everything. 

im very very bad at talking about things when im upset or angered. im very sorry about that since i seem to be bad at opening up, but i am trying. and jimin, i too hope that you will feel comfortable with your insecurities. i hope that one day you will view yourself the way that i do. and i really do hope you won’t try to change yourself to fit someone else’s standards. you’re absolutely stunning the way you are. so don’t skip meals alright? you can eat what you want and as much of it as you want. that can be our secret if you happen to feel uncomfortable about it. 

i know even now there are things you don’t know about me and things i probably don’t know about you because i tend to be oblivious at times. i hope that i will be able to get better at that, that i will pay attention a bit more. because i don’t want to miss a single thing.

you are the most precious to me. and it’s hard to try to voice my emotions. im very bad at it. im sure.. a lot of people are, when they feel this way. so i will spend the rest of my life, writing these little things as a minor attempt, in hopes of getting somewhere close to explaining my feelings. and i will also try to show you with my actions as well. i will try to show you in any way possible. there are so many things i have yet to tell you. so many things i need time to find the words for. for now, i will sum those particular things up with four words. 

im proud of you.

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there are so many things i can and can’t do. 

out of everything, the thing i excel the most in— is loving you.

i will never call u hyung so just get that through ur head ALRIGHT

accidentally throws a lemon at ur face stfu