#minqpersonal

Another year has passed. It’s funny how I felt a year ago about 2014. We all thought that it was going to be the “year of super junior”. Of course, for me, it was. I was happy to be by your side, but also I was upset, frustrated, angry. Super Junior is home to me. It’s the only place where I feel safe, secure, complete. But the home was on fire.

To be frank, I’m afraid to get my hopes up this year. But still, I can’t help myself but believe and, yes, hope.

I felt like giving up. But I haven’t. Even though the only thing I can do is watching from afar, I am forever attached to SJ. There’s no end.

You’re the best thing happened to me in this life and I am forever grateful.

2014 brought good things, too, and I want to remember only these. SJ7 is the highlight of the year. Swing, Rewind, AGHM, little moments and events that made me laugh and cry because of how happy I was.

Dear Sungmin. Happy birthday. Why do you make your fans feel like you’re the hardest to love in SJ? I had my heart crumbled to pieces. I love you, idiot. FROM THE START, AND IT’S NEVER GONNA CHANGE, HEAR ME? Let’s build castles in the sky again in 2015. Please.

i've run this blog for a year (huge ass accomplishment, really), and it was dedicated to lee sungmin. pumpkinglee, minqxian, minqcita, minqie; it's all about sungmin. so yeah, this blog is no longer a sungmin blog. it needs moral reconstruction.

((here's the reason: i thought i knew him but nah i didn't. sorry?))

i still need super junior in my life, though, so this blog will be active. most likely i will get over the whole situation in a couple of weeks or months and i will be a happy virus again. because sj is all i have ok

love, galya.

thank you beautiful teukbulge for tagging! <3

lmao why i even have this on my lock ? ?

First of all, thank you for being there. I learned a lot from you throughout this year: how to keep going forward no matter what, how to fight for my dream, how to care more about nearest and the most important - how to be myself. It has been a hard year for me; because of you I’ve always managed to keep the positive attitude to life. I’ve improved a lot. I’ve met new people, who changed my life. Thank you for everything. There hadn’t been a day I didn’t think about you. You made a part of every single day of my 2013 year. 널 생각해. 널 사랑해. You are so special to me. Happy birthday.