#mindfulconversation

This is hard. I started this blog to motivate myself to write more, produce more, create more. But this is harder than it seems. I started this blog as a vent, I think. As a medium where I could just say what I wanted to say, and the content didn't and doesn't and won't be perfect. These posts are written in 15-20 minutes, read over once and then posted. I use this process because I want to be in the moment. I want my emotion, my feeling for that day to be expressed quickly, instantly.

The internet is like that. Fast. Quick. Instant. Information is posted through various mediums, in massive numbers, every second. Some might never read this. Most might never read this. But that is not my inspiration for this blog. My inspiration is the hope that this blog will motivate me more and more. 

I read somewhere, or heard someone say that ‘it’s easier to be busy’. This blog is a medium in which I can become busy. I hope to learn from this blog, learn from this journey of trying to write something, a good few paragraphs, each day. This is day 5, and I hit a block. There are many things I want to talk about, but currently I can't think of anything. 

This won't stop me. Even at 2am, I am passionate and committed to this task I have set for myself. I don't know how long this blog will last for I can't see the future. All I can do is try, keep moving, keep writing. 

Maybe, soon, this might make sense.