Ok so some news. Me and my fiance Himzo, both love each other very much, and the best thing ever, Carson and Himzo love each other very much!! They both play and cuddle. And Carson ever since I put him in daycare his speech has improved by 300% he is saying sentances now! But of course he still has bad fits, and nightmares after seeing his sperm doner, who put his girlfriend and seeing her, over seeing and spending time with his own kid. 😡 but whatever Carson has a new and better father figure in his life, who wishes to be his daddy. 😊