I was thinking the other day, I find myself thinking more and more about you, so much to the point I'm writing about it. I remembered a quote that moved me sometime ago, the basic moral was never don't pursue someone you would never go a day with about. 16 June 2014, 20:35. 5 minutes of my life I would never turn back, I just realised a lot. Today was a good day, another a epiphany. I thought back to the, we'll call it 'pain' for the lack of a better word. It was too much emotion I felt for one being I mean no one should command so much power over another being and it is because of that I have decided to never let myself to go to that position again. You reminded me why I never open up, guess I should thank you. Thank you. 21:28 Thursday spent my last 15 minutes tea break.

The hazy days of life's parade Were keeping me from seeing all that I'd done No way to leave Nowhere to breathe The frantic pace all but erased The memories of just how far I had come No other way No more to say There's not a bridge to burn There's nothing left to learn Don't matter where you turn Cause all roads lead to you To you... So I ran away, tried to escape The winding roads that carried me to my fate No way to live No more to give Had lost my way and stopped to pray Watch over me cause I am losing my faith And it's a bore Searching for Need something more Just be assured. - Phonte Coleman

Once you find your shoulders dropping And your speech gets slow and hazy You better change your way of being Before you found your brain got lazy You can build a better future when you join the winning team If you desire a bright tomorrow, you must build a brighter dream Dare to let your dreams reach beyond you Know that history holds more than it seems We are here alive today because our ancestors dared to dream From Africa they lay in the bilge of slave ships And stood half naked on auction blocks From eastern-Europe they crowded in vessels overloaded with immigrants And were mis-named on Ellis island From South America and Mexico, from Asia, they labored in sweat shops From all over the world, they came to America Many shivering in rags, and still they dared to dream Let us dream for today and for tomorrow Let us dare to dream - Maya Angelou