Hey! I'm Elif and we are planning to do a senior project about psychological problems, especially about what we feel, so it will be (kinda) like a personal project.
For my first milestone I gathered all the feelings that I have been feeling during my mental breakdowns, my times spent alone thinking, when I am in a place that I don’t feel safe, which I can say “out of my comfort zone”. But I also considered the opposite situations: my normal days, when I am with my friends or the ones that I love, when I am doing something that I enjoy or being in a place that I love, the times when I am not alone or when I don’t have much time thinking about myself. So I came up with some explanations of how I feel. Here are couple of them;
Everything being meaningless
Feeling tired (both physically and mentally)
Not be able to talk or explain
Wanting to cry but cannot be able to cry
Not being able to understand what is going on
Being somewhere physically but not mentally
Being fragile and sensitive
So, for my Milestone #1, I tried to understand what these situations mean to me. By this way, the process of deciding is way easier. So “Finalizing researches.” part is the part that I am being certain about them and now I can see what I want to do more clear.
Then it comes to the part of deciding about the form of the project. I have seen that I want to do lots of things at the same time but I don’t know how to combine them in a more decent way, and after the last feedback that we got, I started to feel certain about the form. I am going to do everything I want, they don’t have to be combined to each other (not like a single piece), but it will be more like an installation exhibition. It will still be like a journey for the ones who will come to our exhibition, but at this time I am planning to use all the elements, objects in different parts of the space. So the visitors will walk towards the pieces as if they were done by different artist, like an exhibition but all the objects/elements/pieces will lead to one single thing: how I feel. Personally, I have started to think that it will be better for me to use all the things because at the end, they will represent me, they will represent who I am.
After the second meeting, I will start doing the model of the project. I have started the market investigation (where to buy the things I want to what price) so that I will know my limits. I have also started thinking about a suitable place for the exhibition because it is important for me to create an atmosphere with the space besides the objects that I am going to use. Now I have started doing sketches for it to be more clear in my mind. :)
For my inspirations: https://tr.pinterest.com/elifkuvanlik/installation-inspiration/