Jun 28, 2024
hello beautiful women in my phone I'm feeling very ugly today
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hello beautiful women in my phone I'm feeling very ugly today
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Once when i was like 8 i imagined in detail how to kill my bully?? idk we were mean to eachothetr in the most painful way possible but then i got scared the police could read my thoughts so for like a long time i kept thinking about how "it was just a joke" and "i would never really do that" I was not a smart child
from ages 9-14 i had very violent thoughts in graphic detail about how i'd hurt the people who hurt me or generally really pissed me off, a lot of it was warped thoughts by the dark media i consumed to cope along with the trauma i was coping with and still am but its weird to look back and think about.
now im a writer and i project that shit as angst onto my characters lol, slightly better coping mechanism
we're all kinda dumb as kids dw
Tw
It literally hurts me that politics got involved in this blog, especially the facts that i got told to kill myself, i understand that you are doing it for a good cause but it still hurts
First of all, I'm sorry that someone was abhorrent enough to say that to you. You would think people would've gotten the memo by now.
Secondly, you must be new here. Politics have always been a part of this blog and it will continue to until the day I deactivate. Granted I've been posting less than usual, making it appear more prominent. But it is not going to change.
If it truly affects your mental health that much, then I urge you to unfollow me. Trust me I won't be mad, I understand. I've unfollowed people for similar reasons. I wish you the best of luck. ✌️
Really sad stuff to wake up to this morning, really hope that she is alright and able to heal fully from this and I hope he receives proper punishment. I've seen someone try to defend him because of age but most of us here are around the same age (myself being just a few months younger) or saying that we don't know the way he was brought up, and to both of those I say that it doesn't matter one bit. It doesn't take a genius to know you don't do the things that he did to her. No matter your age and upbringing in this day and age you should know that the actions he did are wrong and unforgivable. He is young and can go through counseling and reformation but we cannot let these actions just slip by unpunished.
hey bunny?
Inspired by this song it's an important song to me lmao I haven't really seen a song talk about intrusive thoughts really and it's a breath of fresh air to see one speedpaint
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So my friend said to check out Ultra Despair Girls cause it takes place between V1 and V2 and uh
((Spoiler warning))
Holy shit
Holy fucking shit
It's so goddamn dark like i wasnt expecting it to go THAT FAR MY GOD
The whole thing with the Warriors of Hope is so depressing.
Then you bring in characters RELATED to the characters from the first game and IMMIDIEATLY kill them off?? WHAT???
MONACA BEING MONACA???
Nagisas backstory hit a little too close to home for me cause I kinda relate to him but goddamn
Okay but whenever Nagitos onscreen theres always smooth jazz playing in the background and I feel so awkward cause suddenly his voice is smooth and I think hes gonna seduce someone??? ((Let's not forget the Milkshake scene))
I currently am almost done with the game, but I'm super disturbed I wasnt expecting it to get that depressing.
Like-it went so far
And what disturbed me even more is that their hitting on topics that really happen to kids: abuse, rape, neglect, etc.
I got super fucking depressed
I'm not the only one who wasnt expecting that right?
And also Tokos fantasys make me super uncomfortable
And that one minigame, you know the one if you've seen it
In conclusion: Ultra Despair Girls gives you an understanding about what's happening in the outside world. Personally I felt they went a little overboard on the sensitive topics but I also feel like it needs to be addressed yknow? The part with Monaca and Nagisa made me so fucking angry cant Junko just fully be forgotten??? I like the character development you get with Toko though. Overall, my opinion is very neutral on it. I prefer the other games due to the simplicity and no jumpscares cause I'm awful with those but yeah. So uh-yeah that's been my two days
YOU dont need to feel bad for THEIR mistakes. so dont. its ok to blame them when its their fault.
I-I, I’ll try not to... but it’s kinda hard... since they’re both hurt, and I’m here perfectly fine, although I should probably eat and drink something, since I haven't done that in a little...
*sighs, running a hand through his hair before nodding, looking slightly more sure of himself* I’m here for them now, so I’ll make that count... I have to...
Something that happened today.....Trigger warning (1st person)
I looked down at my phone, asking if my friend wanted to call. I was home alone, and I was afraid.
Cody: So wanna call?
Tobias: Not rn
Cody: Okay!
Tobias: I just don't want to fucking call with you alright? Sorry if I sound offensive-
Cody: Its alright!
I closed my phone and cried. I started sobbing. The tears just kept coming. The voices in my head kept telling me to die. I fell to the floor and sobbed. Everything telling me to off myself. Suddenly, the tears stopped. I remembered what my friend did to me. I remember the feeling. And I feel myself break down once again. And then I stopped once again. Sat on the couch. And waited. Waited for my parents to come home. In silence. All alone. The blood escaping my finger. And my parents came home.
And just like that, I acted like nothing happened.