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The silence was vast, an expanse that pressed against his skull until every thought rang louder than it should. Zero stood still, eyes cast over the pale sweep of the mountains that cut against the sky, but his mind was nowhere near the scenery. It was back where the blood still stained him, where shadows curled into names he couldn’t bury. Taeyeon, Kris, the face of his sister when she was a child, the weight of his own choices piling one over another until they built a pyre too tall to climb down from.
He thought of what he had become: a halfling, tethered to vengeance like a dog to its chain, convinced that if he pulled hard enough the collar would snap and he’d finally be free. But it never did. Every time he thought he was close, his failures carved the links deeper into his neck. He hated how familiar it had become, the taste of rage that dulled only to return sharper; hungrier.
The wind shifted, carrying the scent of the rain, and he almost welcomed it, wanted it to strip the skin from his bones so he’d feel clean again. He had lost track of how long he’d been staring, how long he’d been drowning in his own head.
It wasn’t until the warmth of a palm grazed his cheek that he flinched, an almost imperceptible startle. Aki. Her touch was featherlight, but it struck like a crack through glass, shattering the spiral he had been feeding. His eyes returned back to the present and eventually found hers.
For a moment he despised how easily she could do that, drag him out of the abyss with nothing but skin and warmth. But beneath that disdain was something worse: the faint relief that someone had bothered at all. He didn’t realize how far gone he was until her touch snapped him back down to reality.
He let out a low breath, almost bitter at being caught adrift. “Don’t,” he muttered, though it lacked its usual bite. The words were habit, defense. Yet, he didn’t move away. He couldn’t.












