#midnightasks

Alright I'm doing it! @imcasperfox and @storiesfromstyx. I hated it then when I first drew @lyindathebard who plays Thesis in Stories from Styx. I don't believe this looks like her in the slightest and I am someone who although we as an audience have seen a sneak peak at Thesis singing a lullaby to her infant son.

I will retry to do this later.

Please if there are any requests to draw something please message me on Instagram or tumblr.

Please do not trace or repost without credit!

I search though I promise I will not—

I swear I won’t name you among strangers—

and yet I find you, every time.

In the turning of lives, in the small quiet crossings,

you are the constant that rises:

pleasure clothed in fire,

assurance folded into light.

I fall to you as though to the divine—

not merely friend, not simply flesh—

but the one I kneel toward in my secret prayers,

the altar I crave when the world bends cold.

And still this is confession:

my hands ache for the shape of you,

my breath keeps your name like contraband,

my secrets spill into the dark and form your face.

In all worlds, in every scattered heaven,

in every soul I have been or will be,

it is your heart that steadies mine.

Despite my vows to look away, despite my best resistance,

I seek you—again, again, and always—

Here are three new parts for my animation for Alexander Hamiltion. I’ve been struggling with putting idea to references to animation . A lot of my references that I usually use aren’t really helpful lately. Along with the swelling in my hands haven’t been doing me favors.

I know I said I would post these on instagram but the gif won’t show the animation like tumblr to the point where I have to record it and it isn’t worth it.

Week One: “Single & open to making friends" (Translation: The bait goes out, polished and desperate.)

Week Two: “Not looking anymore — someone special came along." (Translation: Target acquired. Love bomb deployed. Pursuit in action. Trial run in progress. It's top secret classified.)

Week Three: “Engaged to my everything/pet/doll/babygirl💍” (Translation: If you so much as think about me —you're disrespecting my fiancée, an instant soulmate born fully-formed, so consider yourself blocked. The pedestal is shaky, reality denied, but performance is loud. Don’t ask questions, you were never in the script — watch your throat, this is not a drill, and GTFO.)

Week Four: “Just got out of something toxic. Healing. Single again 💔 (Translation: I need to access emotionally unstable available hearts. Preferably new and broken ones. I'm back on the hunt).

The cycle resets. No lessons learned. New applicants welcome.

-written by the thatoneundeadanon

I appreciate that very much, and if she/he (for all I know idk) really is I hope they eat shit and die. IF they aren’t and this is just a poor excuse to get me mad at someone? Then I’m not gonna feed into it.

But regardless I already know how well my work is even if I do feel like it’s not the best. If someone is stealing it, then it MUST be good. Ig? 🤷‍♀️

(I'll be okay, but you can have my first major poetry thingy in a while Ms. Midnight) Maybe in a mood, but I promise I'll be okay.