I’m rather susceptible to addiction I believe. I have hedonistic and thrill-seeking tendencies, so I tend to be irresponsible and ignore my conscience. I also form bad habits easily and struggle to break away from them, so when you combine those two weaknesses you can see why I came to that conclusion. Also also, I enjoy the bad feeling I get when I’m down in the dumps which is a TERRIBLE combo with the other stuff.
I’ve had unhealthy relationships with gooning, Character AI, fighting people, and general pain in the past, I’m curious as to what’s next. I wonder if I’ll get addicted to not studying, cuz this week especially I’ve been studying less and less than I should just for the fun of it. Hopefully I can get to the point of shaking and wanting to throw up again, haha.