“Simultaneity alive and dead”.. it aches, this beating heart hurts like hell.. and it just feel like it, and it just felt like thunder.

After all this time, it hits you. The unthinkable, the impossible..: You need him. It's not like you cannot actually breathe or be without him, but you know that the atmosphere change when he is in the room. Missing him it's one of the hardest stuff I could go through; it seems like nothing but when you actually become so close to someone, there's this point that you know; that you know that there is no reason to fight it: You miss him. The days go by and he's not in the scene, something strange happens: there's a lack of brightness on it. Call it dependence, call it love, call it what ever you like to, but I know that it's and I am, for sure, not letting him go. I love him. Reason why it hits me so hard that the days pass on and I haven't seem him; so when the day that we meet, that we finally meet, it's fireworks :3 The day becomes more brighter and I became the happiest of them all. It really hits you; you know it: you love him, and that's the reason why you need him; cuz days aren't the same without him on the picture. Life wouldn't be the same without you @orangegarcon <3

When you cry listening to the song that always makes you happy.. Cuz you're trying to cheer yourself up but yeah, stuff happens...

So it has been a long time since the first time I got to taste your lips. And it's surreal. I have been known as someone that loves sweet things and I can assure you that your lips are the sweetest and delicious thing that I have ever tasted. It has been a year and 4 months and I still think that you are delicious x3 I'm captive by you, mesmerize. Since the day I first saw you, you did that; but it wasn't in till your lips touched mine that I knew this: that there ain't no other lips than yours that I would like to taste for the rest of my life and that there wouldn't anybody else's but you, with that smile of yours.. I wanted to make sure to keep those lips of yours orangegarcon curve up forever.

Las cosas inexplicables, pasan. No podemos hacer mucho al respecto. Temores del pasado vienen y heridas se reabren. Logras ver aquella sombra tenebrosa de tu pasado y deseas no volver. Ocurrió conmigo. Pequeñas piezas de mi se comenzaron a volver a quebrar; el dolor en el pecho aumento y mi corazón se dolía. Y en medio de todo el llanto logre sonreír sin tenerlo a el presente. Creí estar bien, pero no era del todo así. Como todo, debía sacarlo de mi sistema y el fue quien me ayudo.. Me abrazo tan fuerte, tan dulcemente que con cada beso y caricia pegaba de regreso mis partes rotas, mis heridas. El sin saberlo, es de mi mejor sanción, mejor que cualquier medicina :) orangegarcon

It's been quite a long, since I said that time could stop in your eyes; here I come and say this again: time stops in your eyes. Have you ever jumped from somewhere very, but very high? If you have, you know that there is a little moment that you feel almost like in gravity zero.. And it's awesome! That's how I feel with you, not falling to the ground nor being kicked to somewhere up in sky castles. I'm just here and I love it. There's this moment that my mind starts recording you on its own. After days my head would pull over that, now memory, for me and I smile. Today it was one like that, the whole day. You give me the most wonderful times of my life each new day with you orangegarcon

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