#mid set

Jessi and I went out to dinner Friday night and caught up with a HS friend of mine. We got to meet his new live-in girl friend. If you recall his fiancé died of cancer a few years ago so it’s really great to seem him happy again. Then last night I made dinner at home then we went to the gym last for a second date night. We were just supposed to kinda fuck around but today we’re booth really sore wtf.

I just had an Epiphany. I posted some post about the future a while ago, and I just realized my mind set is somewhat different now ..I totally fell off track, I lost control of my life. About a year ago ( last summer) I knew exactly what I wanted in life, I knew when I'd move out, what college I was going to etc... Now I'm completely lost. I wanted to be an engineer so badly, I loved math! I just realized I've been skipping geometry, I've been skipping my FAVORITE subject. I loved math because it was a challenge. I loved the feeling I'd get whenever I solved a hard equation. I gotta admit, the person I am today, that's the type of person I hate. I've been caught up with stupid stuff that never should have mattered. These past few months I did some despicable things. I looked in the mirror and I can barely recognize myself. I let high school define me. It's time to go back to who I was a year ago. I found myself liking a cruel picture on Facebook that was set to hurt someone's feelings. A year ago I wouldn't have done that. A year ago I would have commented "that's not funny" . It's time to get back behind the wheel, it's time to take control of my life. Starting today, I'm gonna focus on me, and getting back to the person I was before.