I don't know, to other people it may seem like a boring time but it was honestly, one of the best times of my life ever and I wish more than anything that we could go back and do it all over again.

Hudson - "I think if I stay here, I'm going to save up for a panda." Mishelly - *confused as fuck* Me - good luck! Mishelly starts laughing. Hudson - "did you think I was getting a real panda?" Hahaha, I don't know. You had to be here. xp

I can't thank my friends enough for this. <3 & Last night was fun. I wish everyone could have drank with me but we'll party it up some other time. (: Btw, didn't get carded buying cigs. what the fuck? lol =.=; 

I can't wait to go back. I miss my friends. :/

I envy the things you do.. You do what needs to be done and you get it done, you put things aside for someone in means of communication, you mean every single letter of a word that you speak, you express every word of a sentence thats been written, you feel as the way someone should when you love, you go against your words with doing distance but you're doing it in the best way possible, you're doing the things you once told yourself you could never find in someone, you're doing the things I couldn't see myself doing, you're happy regardless of how you feel, but its funny how, when you love someone.. Nothing phases distance, from only having letters to send to each other to having technology to see the person, the littlest amount of time you have to talk, means a lot. And I know I have said somethings out of line but, it was for the best of things, reassuring you for the long run.. That you can do it, and whatever happened, only happened to build a better bond for you guys and for me to make another great friend in the worst way possible, but it'll be a story to tell my kids when I get older, and maybe yours. The fact that, you've been doing this for a short/long period of time, just brings you a day closer to seeing your loved one, and when that day comes for marriage, I will be there, front row seat, laughing because something I once believed couldn't happen, ended with a ring and a new beginning together(: Sincerely, Richard. P.S. every little thing, will be alright!(: Just remember that, what you guys have is something someone could only wish for, feelings that are undescribable to someone who asks you but in your heart, and your mind, you can define them to one another in three words, "I love you." I envy the both of you, handsdown.. You don't need luck when there's love between the both of your relationships(: but I will say it anyways, ganbatte ne! (:

I decided that Mishelly has caught my eye in some strange way, like something about her you know? Maybe it's the 8MOOOFUUGGIN years I've known her, but I think I'm falling for her! Shit is crazy, and oh man.. Feel free to ask me questions because I'd love to answer them! She completes me in a away that dudes will never understand. I think I am really GAY this time, like all gay.. Sooo gay that I love it ;) but I'll stop here and let everyone's mind ponder about this situation(:

Instead of going down north (as usual), did something different and went the other way up to Naha! :D It was fun (x Afterwards, Lisa, Richard and I just sat and talked for about 3 hours just about cars. lol Then, chilled at the izakaya parking lot until around 5:30ish. Tired as fuuuck, but it was worth it. :D