#metamorphosing

Surprisingly, laying out my finances, my plans and getting organized has been such a stress reliever. By August I should have my fines paid off, my restricted license and enough money to look into getting a place with Will! Also I'm in my second week of school and I'm loving it! The gears are turning and I can feel myself moving towards something better and bigger than the struggles I've been in these last couple of years. I've also haven't been this tired consecutively in a while, but I actually feel like my days are fruitful and have meaning and it means the fucking world to me. Will has been a constant support. I love how he spends time building me up and affirming me. He always tells me I'm beautiful and a bunch of other cute stuff (which I absolutely love and melt to) but when he tells me he's proud to call me his girl, he is proud OF me and how hard I work... It seriously gets me so hyped and motivated.