Nothing has cried your absence like the word "Home" did... Missing you the hard way, may you always be blessed. Please don't tell me now that I can make it! I know I can, but, sometimes I just can't handle anything at all... I can't deny that I'm a happy lady, but I'm sorry to tell you that sometimes I just need to feel like a child again. Sometimes I just need to escape the world into your arms, sometimes I just mute all those responsibilites & jump into my little bed, waiting for you to bring in the food you kept for me... I wait for you all night & you never come, I fall asleep & wake up hungry for all what you've done to me & I took it for granted. I'm never upset that you don't come cos for sure you're in a better place... I'm happy for you really… May you always be blessed. Please forgive me when I'm not taking good care of myself & my life, it just means that I'm missing you badly. You do know it best, you can never be replaced… My dearest one, ever & forever… May you always be blessed