#mes oignons

sophie has me thinking about pjo again and i need to say that when it comes to iterations of percy/jason/nico, percy/nico was always my favorite when i was a pjo fan…. jason/percy was always the funniest….. but i feel like jason/nico is secretly the best ship of the three. like something about it has always spoke to me even tho i invested more time & thought into percy/nico. do you feel me

the url change is a obv a stunt because it’s my prerogative to be annoying online but im dead serious when i say that declan being a survivor of incest would really elevate the broader narrative since it’s as much centered around family and autonomy and secrets as it is chronic illness and art

so if declan and ronan are supposed to be jesus and judas then why dont they kiss 🤨

so i’ve learned over the years from various sleepovers and shared rooms on school trips that i talk in my sleep. and last night’s unconscious wisdom from yours truly that dearest elliot caught was just.. some incomprehensible gibberish and then the word “emails.” thank you for your time

this is only going to make partial sense to a handful of people but i have to say it…. it’s so fucked up that i sunk so much time and energy and honest to god mental anguish and torment into writing feniall fic (which is actually about declan and niall because all roads lead back to the father) only to really let myself fully accept about a year later that declan and aurora have the much more rich complex dynamic with (marginal, but more than declan and niall) textual support that there is something very dark and sinister below the surface. and because of that i have been sitting on a completely demented theory/meta/what have you post for MONTHS now… just you wait until i release it. i still think i’m gonna finish writing feniall fic though. i miss writing niall

i personally love it when declan’s autonomy is repeatedly violated