#menyou

now i have to come up with this silly request

walking in your path, raising both of my hands

what my heart longs for

has never brought me this far even in my dreams

what i used to think about us now merely have become part of the uncrowned past

searching in the darkest night of the memories that about to disappear

dissipating anxiously across the lake and the mountains

what have reached her after all these while

got humbled by the shame and guilt

crawling back like fools only to seek the piece that she thought could fix her things

when the moment comes

when realization hits me

i would no longer be here

stuck for so long

almost forgetting the initial purpose i became myself

feeling something bitter down my throat

no voices coming out

i was resenting someone all these time

only to realize the distorted reality

the person i begged and seek for sweetness

has long gone

they has already gone

upon realizing that, a voice speaks so loud into my head

"this is the reason you're hurting"

what left is there to swallow when it has long gone

what left is there to chase when it has long dead

what left is there for chance when it isn't the person i want

wrong person, wrong moon

the stars probably had known way before i did

hinting subtly it's time to move on from the one who cannot return the old feelings

rages and fury engulfed me within inside

rebelling against my own reality cuz it has ended

what else do i need during this time

tears flowed down full of sorrows

the heart dies from bleeding without the roses pricking at it