#memoth

GO CHECK OUT NETWORK & MAIN BY NONENAMIDE!!! REALLY COOL UNIQUE EXPERIMENTAL SYNTH MUSIC YOURE GONNA LOVE IT

https://nonenamide.bandcamp.com/album/network-main

omg @ace-catboy-ryuuzaki you listen to will wood too?? Hell yes hell yes hell yes, thank u for tagging me beloved mutual <3

Songs ive been listening to a lot lately (outside of literally every Ghost and Will Wood song hehe):

Agoraphobia - Autoheart

Skeleton Appreciation Day in Vestal, N.Y. (Bones) - Will Wood

Antonymph - Vylet Pony

Aura - Ghost and Pals

Father - The Front Bottoms

he just started and auaough son of a bitch i forgot how much this hurt

part of it was obviously shipping, part of it was people being annoyed that she was with light when they were attracted to him, a very small part of it was because she does terrible things.

but the thing that i think changed the most was people realising that she was abused. a lot of death note fans who are women love to empower misa and i think its because so many of them have been in situations similar to hers.

she went to light with nothing left. no family, one friend who she was willing to kill, and blood on her hands. she wanted him to love her so bad because if he didnt, she had nothing left. she would rather be used and feel like she has a purpose than go back home.

then, for a huge portion of the time that rem was alive to protect her, she didnt need or know she needed protecting. when she regained her memory, rem was already dead. she had nobody on her side, and was completely isolated, except for light. and if she left, he'd kill her.

in their home life, we see light shouting at misa, still constantly berating her, and spending as little time with her as possible. if she leaves, she might die, but the abuse stops. if she stays, she gets shouted at, but she has a purpose, and she keeps her memories, and she lives, and she has somewhere to live and the task force members to talk to.

for so so many people who were/are abused, this feels really familiar. of COURSE shes clingy. of COURSE shes jealous and trying to fight takada. anything or anyone that might take away light is something that might take away everything she lives for. and she, like a lot of other people, would do and put up with terrible shit just to survive.