meme : accepting || send letters to my muse.

" No. I did all that, and everyone I loved left me anyway," he sighs.

“Obviously.” Josie said with a slight laugh, as she looked at her sister, her brunette locks flowing down her back. Love and hate were two different things, but Josie always had a horrible time differentiating between the two. Her emotions always got mixed up, and she often found herself in a puddle of emotions and problems. She knew that Lizzie had her own problems with her emotions, but she often idolized her sister and wished that she could present herself like the better half of the Gemini twins. 

Josie let her teeth graze over her lower lip as she looked at Hope, her eyes gazing at the girl that she has had a crush on since the beginning of time. It seemed ludicrous to think that a girl like this--a girl like Hope, who once was someone that Josie had qualms with, could shake her life up like this. However, now Josie couldn’t imagine her life without her. “You won’t ever have to. I’m not going anywhere. Not ever again. I’m me again,” Josie said and she stuck out her hand, her fingers sliding over Hope’s as she grazed her skin gently. 

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ALEXANDRITE - How well do you do in most social situations?

most? poorly. some? i can thrive

AMETHYST - What’s your favorite food?

flavor wise, beef jerky. if you mean something i could eat copious amounts of (no oral joke jfc), chocolate chip cookies probably.

GARNET - Are you in a relationship?

hah... well, no. unless i did something to deserve a miracle, it’s going to stay that way for a long, long time.

OPAL - Have you ever had to work together with someone you don’t like?

unfortunately.

PEARL - Who/what would you die to protect?

him/her.

ROSE QUARTZ - What do you think about love?

it’s painful and brutal but honestly the most thrilling and exciting and happy feeling i have ever had the pleasure to comprehend. it’s horribly addictive and unfortunately i’m the kind of person that wants to feel it way too badly

RUBY - Are you a hotheaded person?

i am when i’m jealous or really passionate about something. otherwise i’m usually pretty good i just tend to cry a lot tbh

SAPPHIRE - What would you see if you looked into your future?

disappointment.

SARDONYX - Do you have someone who makes you feel good about yourself?

i used to. not anymore.

STEVEN UNIVERSE - Do people have high expectations for you?

mostly just my dad. maybe my mom and grandparents do but tbqh i don’t give a shit what they expect from me.

STEVONNIE - Who is your best friend?

thefleshmustgrow spectrologie 8′’’

SUGALITE - What makes you feel strong?

character development asks!

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★: growing up, how did they do in school? what were their favorite subjects?

- jesse was a student classified just above average. his grades were mostly A’s and B’s in all subjects. he enjoyed and excelled in performing arts/choral class for obvious reasons. 

♕: political views & religious views?

- he really isn’t one for politics and all. and he only keeps up enough to vote, etc. jesse’s mother is jewish while his father is christian. he choose to take a more agnostic/loose version of the two. in other words, he’s not too religious but he’s not atheist. 

☼: based on your character’s personality/interests, what kind of superpower do you think they would have? 

- this is a tough one. jesse is very caring and in touch with emotions so maybe progressed empathy and mind reading? 

✷: what are family reunions like for your character, or what would they be like if they had them? 

- he’s a family’s man. and there are tons of the swanson-lipsteins that come to reunions. they play family sports and have sing offs and while most of the family may not have his talents, they try. it’s just a crazy great time, tbh. 

✉: what is the best gift your character could receive from someone?