#meloncholyrants

god i don’t know what’s wrong with me but i wish it would all just stop, i wish i could pause time and wait it out until it was over, sleep and sit and stare at nothing all day everyday with no consequences until it was over. living life feels like ripping my skin off

i’m so chopped i’m so chopped IMM SOOO CHOOPPPPEEEDDDDD i wanna be pretty i wanna be pretty so bad

i’m such a stupid stupid girl

how come i feel so gut wrenchingly completely utterly alone all the time and all i want are friends but the second the hint of a possibility of friendship comes up i feel so annoyed and wish that they would just leave me alone #weird

i hate being a person and around people, i hate having to interact with people, im so tired of masking i just want to hide away in my room forever and never leave :P

22 with imaginary friends bc nobody wants to be my friend.. how pathetic

why am i such a loser :( why don’t people like me why am i like this ::((

i’m so so so so weird why am i so weird why why why can’t i be normal… i hate me