#melo talks

meanwhile, have the RBG siblings as chiikawa critters. The Smiths are lions(either or both can be trans) and Lloyd is a dragon, little Monty didn't have a tail and had the start of horns

+ sibs wanted to be chiikawa-ed too

"but would he want you to?"

"Do you even know what's like for your own child to die before you? Before he is even able to actually GROW UP AT ALL?!!

... You do, don't you?"

Over and over again, those words repeat in His head. Something so obvious, something that he himself considered doing but abstained from because Jason didn't like being told he was still a child.

"B, are you ok?" He can't even tell which one of his children asked, their voices overlap in his head, he can't breath, he can't think, he can't blink away from the screen mocking him.

Does sy consider herself a trans woman in ur au? Or is it a self defense mechanism that will never go away

Is sy the head disciple then and PLEASE WHATS THE RELATIONSHIP BEFWREN HER AND BINGHE

also what’s her relationship w the other peak lords?? Does she find out abt sqh being airplane?

I love this au I’m gonna screaaaaaammmmkkmm

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Waiter waiter! More Shen yuan angst please!

And

Finally some good fucking food

The more I like a character the more I have to make them suffer<3

The thing with SY gender Is a little complicated, there's ups and downs, she does use It a a defense mechanisms but that makes It so she's paranoid AND afraid of what people will do if they find out(they would probably brush It off but SY brain blows It out of proporcion and truly believes If they find out=she will die, either as colateral or under gruesome circunstancias, thinks Sj will trow him away.

he even forgets he isn't a cis woman in more than one ocasión when she's older

He doesn't know If it's because it makes him feel safe(ish) or because he wants to be a woman just because he can, he honestly never thought about changing his body to make his cover easier and air tight and he doesn't know If he will want to in the future.

She's not the head disciple, at least not when LBH arrives at the peak. She does help around and does work that the head disciple should do but she's more like SJ secretary, sometimes acts like a substitute teacher and gives one on one to those that REALLY need help catching up or If they want to advance the curriculum.

The relationship he has with LBH Is... How do I say this. Imagine you are born in a world with a protagonist, he might suffer but he will end up safe no matter what, revered and adored by hundreds.

And then there's you, who the world beat and who doesn't know If they will live another day, your suffering doesn't mean you will be safe or that things will get better. You are just a stepping stone, an unnamed background character. Your fate and the fate of a lot of people you know depends on not making this person mad. Are you nice to him because you actually want to or because you are afraid?

LBH ends up joining their group(SY, NYY, MF) because he needs to catch up, and also they aré the nicer shixiong he has

At first, MF ignores him for the most part, NYY treats him like a kid much younger than he is and SY only interviene If others are ganging up on him.

SY can't be showing favoritism for no reason, first LBH has to prove himself to his martial siblings, LBH gets a puppy crush just because SY acts like a decent human being. That's how starved for affection he Is. He gets jealous of MF and NYY but they end up being friends.

he admires SY after finding out she's also from a humble background vía NYY, it's a thing that most people forget. And starts to follow their group around when he has free time.

SY Is actually quite liked and respected by the peak lords because of his personality, she's smart but humble, patient but not a pushover, willing to fight for what she believes but mediates the Situation and doesn't just jump to the gun sword

A lot of them treat her like a favored(their only) meimei, a more likeable version of SQQ.

She does have problems with 3 of them:

QQQ still can't believe SY refused to enter or change to her peak once she became a disciple officially. She doesn't talk or think highly of SQQ which means SY doesn't like her and did try to fight her once or twice when she was younger after she asked and implied unsavory things.

LQG has the habit of putting his foot in his mouth, he acts before he thinks and SY usually chews him out(in a passive-agressive backhanded way that usually sounds nice) when he tries to brush off and justify what he does wrong because he believes it's right, he's also biased against SQQ and often fight because of that so SY has to mediate OBVIOUSLY takin' her shizun's side.

SQH creeps SY out, he stares at her, sometimes too intensely. When SY arrived at the peak she realized that he tried to be with her alone more than once, tried to bribe her and she thinks the worst(because It hadn't been too long since she got out of a traumatic situation) she doesn't trust him at all knowing what she does and tells SQQ about It so he beats the crap out of him but doesn't tell anyone why.

When she does find out about SQH being basically god she gets so angry and breaks down, SQH feels horrible finding out what SY has been throught(still doesn't know she's not cis) which causes another misunderstanding but after they fix that he becomes like an uncle SY can vent to and run to when everything Is too much and she doesn't want to burden SQQ

SPOILER FOR THE AU:

I honestly wish she wasn't so one dimensional and they had gone more deeply into her character like they did with SJ because I feel like there was more behind the sexual harrassment accusations Bingge did in her name.

In my hc, NYY Is afraid of him, angry, detached, she fawns. She can't bring herself to leave.

His story is so perfect there's barely any long fanfics, I think I did ONE au(which IS saying a lot taking into account I do a lot of aus for my favorite characters).

Nah,but fr. Danny Is basically everyone's Barbie doll

So far I have an au where he is Damian's twin, one where Damian's basically looks at him and goes "this Is mine now", an au where Damian hates his guts so bad It makes him looks stupid/ref, one where Dick has a massive crush on him,one where Danny loves Tim like a brother while also being Tim's walking nightmare, one where he eats radiation like a plant and Is basically a show cat, one where he Is bitty itty child AND one loses his humanity slowly and gets "trapped" in a human body after years of no longer thinking of himself as one

Just the aus I love the most. I have a few others that haven't seen the light of day