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.:DIRTY 30:. 👑 🖤 It’s my fkin birthday. My life anniversary and I’m so glad I lived to see it. This year leading up to today was an extremely tough one. I was tested but you better believe I have a testimony as well. This year was so important in my transition but it was also important in getting help with my mental health. In the midst of having my surgery dreams come true I couldn’t walk because of an extreme case of sciatic nerve pain. Luckily, my mom was here to help me out but the pain and limited mobility made me super depressed and I basically ate all of my emotions in the middle of the night so my mom wouldn’t know. Being that it was the worse depression I had in a long time, when I came out of it I had a full blown manic episode. It was then that I realized maybe something is not right and maybe I need help. I started going to therapy and there’s nothing wrong with seeking help. It’s one of the better decisions I’ve made this year. I’m also thankful to everyone that has listened to me talk, rant or ramble or cry or just be silent. You are the real MVPs. With more gender affirming surgeries on the horizon I am looking forward to what this next year will bring. I was down but not out and I’m ready to take on the world! Even with not so good news this morning I’m just like 🤷🏾‍♂️, it’s my mfkin birthday so fvck the negative. I’ll deal with that later. Right now, it’s a celebration of life! Thanks for all the birthday wishes. ‘Preciate it mayne! Love y’all! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 . . . #dirty30 #birthdaybehavior #lifeanniversary #itsacelebrationbitches #blackart #blackartist #transman #blacktransman #tpoc #tmoc #topsurgery #postoptopsurgery #transformer #transgender #transmenofinstagram #guyslikeus #melaningod #YoungBlackKing