#melancanon

Hello again, everycreature! I hope the past week has been good for everyone! For me, I’ve had a much more productive week than recently. Relatively speaking, of course; fun is just as important as productivity.

Anyways, today, I was thinking about… my family. From back then. And how I still miss them, even if they were never in this life…

So, my question today for you all is a bit of a melancholic one: how do you feel about your family and friends from your old life? Do you miss them and want them back, or are they ones whose memories you cherish but who you recognise you’ll never see again, and accept it?

Your local purple pony princess, ho will provide hugs as needed (if you would consent to them of course),

Twilight Sparkle.

I miss my siblings a lot to be honest and that goes to every kin that has a sibling. That sad part is I realize at some point I always ruined whatever relationship I had with my sibling with nearly every kin. Out of stubbornness or pride or because I wanted to prove something I always seem to sever our bond or push them away no matter what. Make the words “you never realize what you have until it’s gone” all the more bitter knowing I had the best siblings and never truly appreciated them, now knowing I’ll never will see them again.

#🧣🔥🍷

i miss my brothers a lot. but i hold out hope i'll find them eventually !! i know penelope and dimitri exist in this world, who's to say my brothers don't?

and my team... yeah, i miss my team too. i've gotten lucky though, i've met penelope, and i know dimitri's out there, and we happen to have a panda king here, so i've got most of them. er, knowledge of most of them, i guess- i haven't actually, uh, talked to dimitri. but i know he's out there and i know he's okay, so that's enough for me, considering i dont really know if he ever really warmed up to me (not that i really blame him? i mean, i did kind of. kick his ass and ruin his big operation. but in my defense it was for damn good reason.)

as for my biological family..... well there's the whole thing with my dad. but i was like 8 when things happened tm, so i've kind of . gotten over it i guess, lol.

um. that's all kind of sad i think. sorry ?

i was here ! - sly cooper fictive

have a good day, all ye who read this. or don't. your call

in general, i realize the chances of me ever finding ruka again are slim to none. i’ve never even met anyone who kins from her source! if i dwell on it too long the idea of it hurts so bad i feel like i’m dying, haha. but i’ve accepted it. still, if given the chance i’d do ANYTHING to reunite, to see her one last time, tell her her brother loves her even once more. i feel like i never said it enough, but i also feel like i could spend every second of my life saying it and it wouldn’t be enough.. even now i love my sister more than anything in the world and i wish i could tell her how smart and talented and brave i think she is. SO. yeah, i’d like to see her again, but i try not to tear myself up about it!

- leo (#🦁⚔️)

p.s. i havent submitted here in awhile SORRY to come back on a bit of a downer but!! i always wanna talk about my family!!!!

p.p.s. i’ll take a hug if youre offering them!

as for me, i do miss them, i do want them back and they are really important to me. but i recognize that i'll very likely never find my exact friends and family, the literal people that were there in that life with me. at least i know some people who kin those characters, even if they aren't literally the people i lived with before. but i recognize i'll probably never find any kins at all of some of my other loved ones.

it's been a long journey accepting it, but I think i've made peace with it now.