#megaz

So at some point in september 10 years ago me and sherlock-ships-frerard became friends, we are still mates today and I just wanted to write a thing so yeah.

Me and Megan have been mates now for ten years and i just wanted to write something to show how much i adore her, tbh im a shit friend. I slag off people; dont answer texts/phone calls; i cant keep secrets; i have so many problem but for some mad reason megan has put up with me and i feel like i dont appreciate her enough. Over the past year she has been there for me so much and let me rant to her and cry on her and just die on her so much and i love her, i want her to know how much i do love her so yeah.

idk what to write so im just going to say some memories or something, like we went to such a shit primary like jfc it was awful but we still managed, the earliest memory i can think of right now is toy day in year four when we spent all day playing animal crossing with some other friends, we had a fucking spice girls group where we would stand under some tree and spend all dinner singing songs and pretending to be them, we went to the same before and after school where we was little shits. We fangirled over jedward and angus, thongs and perfect snogging. We played some sad games where we would pretend to be chavs and wow we was sad. I still have a jedward top she gave me for my 12th birthday. In high school we was in the same form as well as some kid called Harrison and we still take the piss out of him "Hi, Harrison" "11 dutch horses" there was the bit i went out with harrison for a while and came in one day and we ranted about how fucking weird he was, we was 12 jfc. She was one of the first people i came out too as bi, i was 12 and gay and neither of us cared, then the hole thing on sexualitys happened wow that was fun. In year eight we kinda drifted, we was both the weird emo kids but shes in smart band im in not that smart but could be band, we never fell out and would still talk in form but that was it, she bullied me for my boyfriends looking like creepy 7 year old goths (they wasnt) Year nine we began to get close again toward the end, my mental health screwed me over and she helped, my friends we're cunts to me and stuff happened but megan was still there which was nice of her. Yeah 10, jfc that year, I started spending more and more time with Megan again and im glad because i love her, we went to Fall out boy, got into Roller Derby together, so much happened bit of a blur though, idk the difference between year 10 and year 11 tbh, but yeah a boy happened, new friends happened, mental health happened, ew

now we have so many inside jokes and songs, "youre a fucking gooes" "ill snank ur mam" "havent you people ever heard of, closing the goddamn door door" 

TOMORROW WE ARE GOING TO THE MANCHESTER VS LIVERPOOL ROLLER DERBY BOUT, WATCHING DOCTOR WHO, GETTING DRUNK AND PROBS GOING TO CRY A LOT BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR TEN YEARS AND I JUST WANT TO LET YOU NOW HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE YOU OK, MEGAZ IM SORRY FOR EVERY TIME WE ARGUED OR I WAS A BITCH, IM SORRY YOURE STUCK WITH NOW BUT YEAH,