Mar 2
thinking hard abt the fact that in medieval shaq told zach about her curse first. do you think when she said the words "I'm dying" to him he had an entire panic attack. do you think when she asked him not to tell the others he felt like vomiting his organs onto the grass
#.txt#like holy shit he was the first and only person she told abt it right up until the last second#how heavily did that knowledge weigh on him. how many nights did he spend lying awake going over her death#about how he wasn't there. it was his fault. if he'd just been there then maybe--#and now she was alive but she was dying in front of him again and he could do nothing. he was almost completely powerless this time#except for to get the materials for the church#and the whole time she had no idea she was accidentally tormenting him. she was just confiding in him as her most trusted friend#and there was no way in hell he'd ever tell her about the Other Universe so. fuckkk#medieval was truly the lack-of-communication torment nexus#apollotv#medieval yapping
