#med rant

There are characters FAR MORE deserving

Guanfacine lowers your BP and I was already nervous about being on 3mg because I was like 95/65 at that point but we went up anyways and I’ve been so dizzy and tired and pissed off all the time.

Let it be a known fact, Connor had no real interest of going to the Mayo Clinic. AKA the #1 hospital in the world and only 1h 27m away where Robin lived.

Why? Because at that point he already had moved on from Robin. It also didn't take him that long to start casually sleep with women and have fun. After like 1-2 weeks after Robin left, he moved on pretty fast if you ask me.

That all stopped once he slept with Ava, and started to actually develop real feelings for her.

When he got the job offer, he was very hesitate on his decision because he wanted to talk to Ava about it. But because she was upset and thought he was playing hero to come in and save the day to get attention when she saw the Mayo Clinic rep come speak to him, she said the wrong words to him. Making him think she would leave him if it was the other way around. That made him take the job offer, but still kept looking for an excuse to not take the job because he didn't want to leave Ava.

Connor Rhodes would rather choose Ava Bekker over the #1 Hospital in the world

SCREW the writers and producers for ruining this Rivals to Lovers trope

ONLY Season 1 - 3 is CANON to me

The show really played Rhekker fans into thinking they were gonna reconcile in the finale after hurting us in the second half of Season 4

THEY WERE CRUEL TO DO WHAT THEY DID TO US!!!

Should have written off that someone from Cornelius's past to be the one that murdered him in revenge. He was a narcissist, wouldn't put it past him that he ruined people's live in secret. There were moments where he seemed very shady.

Given the nature of the show, they don't often go into sexual assault cases and technically it was NEVER officially confirmed what happened between Ava and Cornelius that night. And the way Ava kept trying to dodge the topic, tried avoid seeing him, as well as her change in personality.... that's something I've often seen on SVU with victims of sexual assault.

Each victim takes in trauma a different way and unless they get help from a healthy source, they're likely to turn out in a negative way. Like turn to prostitutions, drugs, psychopaths, even take their own lives. The abuse really messes with the person's mind and it's even harder for victims to get justice when their abuser is someone with lots of power. Sometimes they take matters in their own hands and kill their abuser themselves to find freedom from their hold on them.

Another big Chicago Med plot hole: how did the robber know that Will had a gun and kept it in the back of his trunk?

Was there someone watching him when he showed up at the police district and saw from the distance that he a gun in the dark?

We were never taught how to do this, how to break bad news, how to tell someone who's not ready to die that their time has come now. I never pictured doing my residency during a worldwide pandemic. I never thought I'd see so many patients die, from a disease that didn't even exist when I was in school. I never couldn't imagined the toll it'd have on us, or the sheer exhaustion that we'd feel from 2 years of bottled-up stress.